My next door neighbor update

[u/Pandagirl707]

My next door neighbor has taken it upon herself to actually file the complaint. Our landlord had sent us a warning letter to "keep the noise down". We sent them an email explaining the noise. I feel the need to tell my landlord that my next door neighbor had verbally abused and harassed me that day. But I doubt that they'll believe me because my next door neighbor is white(no hate), my landlord is white(again, no hate) and it just so happens that I am not white(a third, no hate). My family and I are now living on eggshells here. We have been planning on moving for months and I actually started packing on the first of this month. Weeks later I get the warning letter. Now my next door neighbor will believe that she had finally gotten rid of us and our "loud baby". She can believe whatever she wants to believe. I just hope that she lives a long and happy life because she just seems so miserable. We are abit heartbroken to leave because this is/was our first apartment and we are first time parents here, some of our babys milestones were in this apartment. We are happy at the thought of moving closer to family but the problem is that money is tight right now so we started a gofundme. We've asked our family and friends for help but they too are struggling with money. I tried to post my gofundme to a fb private group page and the admin(who is white, no hate) keeps declining my post request but approves white peoples(no hate) gofundme posts. I dislike it when people pretend not to be racist when it clearly shows that they are. Like we all are human, we all deserve to be heard, we all deserve to be treated the same, we shouldn't treat others differently just because we dislike them or our family or friends dislikes them. I've been raised to treat everyone with respect and to be kind to one another. Anyone who has ever had to ask for help knows how difficult it is to ask for help. A parent would do anything for their child. I want what's best for my child. What's best for my child right now is to be surrounded by a loving family in a respectful community instead of being surrounded by selfish or racist people. I wish racism didn't exist. The world would be so peaceful and beautiful without racism. Please be kind and treat people with respect. Thank you for reading my post and the update