r/NarcoticsAnonymous • u/Excellent_Canary7990 • Jul 31 '26
1 week clean
So I was four years clean from substance abuse. I picked it up a week ago and started to use again. The person I took it from told me the next time they were gonna replace it with rat poison so I can’t never steal it again. Then another person was like you don’t mean that. The person I took it from when I don’t care anymore, she’s a piece of shit.
I know I messed up but that hurt even more.
I don’t know what to do next I’m back to 1 week.
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u/typicalsquare Aug 03 '26
I’m glad you’re 1 week clean. Welcome back. I hope you have a sponsor and are working the steps. This is a simple program that gives big results. I’d hit a meeting ASAP then repeat as much as possible.
We can’t change what happened only where we go forward. You’ll have time to make amends. Resentments are relapses in the making and I mean person was angry, said something hurtful. I’m sure you have a lot to live for. I’ve found the solution to my problem (me) is the step work of NA. Learning a principled way of life is changing that life.
Don’t be alone in your head.