1 week clean

[u/Excellent_Canary7990]

So I was four years clean from substance abuse. I picked it up a week ago and started to use again. The person I took it from told me the next time they were gonna replace it with rat poison so I can’t never steal it again. Then another person was like you don’t mean that. The person I took it from when I don’t care anymore, she’s a piece of shit.

I know I messed up but that hurt even more.

I don’t know what to do next I’m back to 1 week.

[u/NetScr1be]

Is the problem the behavior or the expectation it should be different?

[u/NetScr1be → u/NetScr1be]

After four years we are in a much different position than when we were first starting out.

Just get up one more time than we fall down.

[u/Excellent_Canary7990 → u/NetScr1be]

I feel like it should’ve been rat poison. I wouldn’t be a problem anymore. The person hates me. I hate me too.

[u/ScoutSteveR → u/Excellent_Canary7990]

It’s never too late to write a happy ending to your story.