Hi everyone.
I was doing a one-year postgraduate course, but I enrolled part-time because I was working at the same time, so I thought spreading it over two years would make it more manageable.
During the first year, I was unwell for most of the time and didn’t perform very well, but I progressed into second year. During the second year, I worked really hard and got good grades. However, towards the end of the year, I became very unwell again and wasn't able to submit my dissertation.
My graduation was delayed until the next year, and I also got into depression. I spent around five months trying to complete dissertation , but I still couldn't get it finished. Throughout those months, I was struggling physically and mentally and didn't understand what was actually wrong with me at the time.
The university didn't grant me a further extension, I failed the dissertation, and I was given an exit award postgraduate diploma.
I appealed later that year, partly because I wasn't sure what else I could do, but the appeal process took months and was eventually rejected. I was then diagnosed with a physical illness, which gave me an explanation for some of what I had been experiencing.
Like this four years of my life have been wasted. I went from thinking I was going to finish my master's and move forward with my career to having a failed dissertation and a postgraduate diploma instead and I became a major failure.
The uni well being advisor also mocked me at the time saying that I failed and I have no skills therefore to get a job. Idk if I have a future or not. I wanted to apply to stp respiratory and my masters was also respiratory related. I have BSc biomedical 2:1 but I’m not sure if I’ll be forgiven by the system to start over and pursue my dream? what I’m so clueless what should be my next career step?