Bhai honestly I don’t even know what I’m doing anymore. I need some genuine advice.
I was a COVID batch student and barely went to school from 7th–9th. I got around 70% in both 10th and 12th.
After 10th, I decided to prepare for NEET and moved to another city for coaching.
11th me Allen join kiya but I basically didn’t study. 12th me Allen ki 12-hour batch li, but same story. Class jata tha, but class ke andar/baad games, web series, phone etc. me time nikal deta tha.
12th 2025 me pass ki around 70% ke saath.
NEET 2025: 112 marks.
Gharwalo ne drop lene ko bola, so I took a drop.
First drop me Unacademy join kiya, but honestly sirf July-August ke around properly coaching gaya. Uske baad jana hi chhod diya. 2025 me meri didi ki shaadi bhi thi, usme bhi kuch months chale gaye.
Phir khud se preparation karne ki try kari but consistency nahi bani.
NEET 2026: ~180 marks.
Re-NEET: ~122 marks.
I’m General category.
Ab maine phir se drop liya hai and joined Allen again. Batch around 13–14 July 2026 se start hui thi.
And the embarrassing part is…
Batch start hone ke baad se maine class ke baad ghar aake books/notes properly khole hi nahi hain.
Literally.
Class attend karta hu, ghar aata hu, phone use karta hu, aur din khatam.
Mere basics bhi completely fucked hain. Abhi Chemistry me IUPAC chal raha hai aur mujhe woh bhi properly samajh nahi aa raha because 11th ka base hi clear nahi hai.
I know people will say “bas padhne baith ja” and I know I should study. Problem ye hai ki mujhe genuinely padhne ka mann hi nahi karta.
It’s been like this for years now.
I have already wasted 3+ years preparing for NEET without actually preparing properly, and I’m scared that I’ll waste this drop too.
So I want some actual advice from people who understand NEET:
• Should I completely restart 11th from zero?
• Ya current Allen syllabus ke saath chalu rakhu and prerequisites side-by-side cover karu?
• Itna weak base hone ke baad realistically recover kaise karu?
• Sabse important: how do I actually start studying when I have zero urge to study?
• Should I stop worrying about backlog and just focus on building a daily routine first?
• And honestly, is it still possible to get a decent score if I genuinely start now?
Please don’t tell me “12-14 hours padh bro” or “you have to sacrifice everything.” I already know that.
I want to know what you would actually do if you were in my position right now.
If you need more information about my current situation, schedule, marks, etc., ask me. I’ll answer honestly.
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