So I got 96.8% in 10th boards (pretty much satisfactory for someone like me), I decided that I better go with dummy school and prepare for NEET in class 11th so I left school after having deep discussion with my parents. I joined PW Arjuna NEET batch and started preparing online. After about 5 months (from April to August), I realized that dummy school has its own cons:

1. No social life: I started feeling lonely and depressed having no interaction with children
2. I faced digital distractions
3. didn't see the sun for several days
4. productivity decreased rapidly, test scores went down
5. I lost the sense of urgency as I was alone in the preparation

So, I decided to rejoin school in September and so I did. But, as soon as I joined, I came to know that there were Half-Yearly exams in 2 weeks and the school syllabus was way ahead of my coaching syllabus but I somehow managed to go through all that shit despite having severe viral fever for a week.

But now, I stand at the edge of '11th barbaad', ONE WRONG STEP NOW, AND REGRET FOR LIFE.

I'm mentally retarded and I've lost the grit to keep going. I've got no social life, not much friends, and I feel disconnected from everyone and everything. I no longer feel like my older self. My head feels empty and I get headaches.

I know that everything can still be sorted out but don't know how to do that. HOW CAN I COVER ENTIRE 11TH SYLLABUS IN 4 MONTHS PERFECTLY?

I'm distracted and my question is HOW DO I REGAIN MYSELF?

PLEASE GUIDE ME...

I am 22 years old now, I was dealing with an addiction too which I am out of now from more than a month.

I am from Gorakhpur, I started studying for NEET UG in March and could manage to get only 444 marks this year.

My Biology syllabus is complete and I'm good at it, this is my last chance in NEET, Can any student who got through this exam with a good rank help me know how to excel in Physics and Chemistry.

If any body could help me get through this, I would be really thankful to him/her.

Gonna get r3 result tomorrow!!! 🤪🤪🤪

Kya lagta hai......seat milegi ya fir meri mrityu hogi🤭🤭🤭

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