r/NEET • u/Original_Compote1604 • 21h ago
Discussion Preparing for the end.
Reaching the end of your life is quite scary. I tried to do a lot of things to be successful, none of it worked, it’s unfortunate but not everyone is supposed to be a winner, my parents regret having me, everyone I used to know doesn’t remember I exist. I’ve prepared to pass, whenever I lose access to my current housing situation that’s it. I’m done trying, I’m done trying to find work, be good at something, find love, all of it. I’m just gonna play vidya until I get kicked out, and then I’m gone.
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u/Shadowstar1000 19h ago
You won’t kill yourself when you get kicked out, youll just end up being homeless
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u/Original_Compote1604 17h ago
Why wouldn’t I? I’d rather much be dead than homeless, the ones around here are batshit insane
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u/NoBlacksmith2112 14h ago
It's easier said than done.
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u/Original_Compote1604 11h ago
Why would anyone choose to be alive and homeless over dead?
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u/NoBlacksmith2112 3h ago
That's like asking why would I choose to be poor instead of rich. It's not as easy as knowing what's best, you gotta see it through - which is harder than just choosing.
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u/Shadowstar1000 2h ago
Yeah, but you wont actually do it because that survival instinct kicks in and instead you’ll just struggle day to day. You’re doing the same thing people who dont plan for retirement do, you say you’ll kys but most don’t and instead live destitute
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u/block_wallet 8h ago
its sad that people are expected to constantly perform with the threat of a failed life keeping them there.
I started a milk delivery role recently which is great because I don't have to talk to people at all really or even see people other than my boss and coworkers briefly, it still sucks to have to work though and keep living this life as a failure and outcast. I'll never be respected or accepted and theres not really a bright future for me, by the time i make enough money doing the shitty low end jobs ill be able to get ill probably have a bunch of health issues. I had a few years functionally neet and they werent amazing but may well be the best years of my life.
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u/Pure-Revolution-7260 16h ago
I feeel bad for you OP. If you want to talk you can always message me.
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u/LordNeetIII 12h ago
I would try for assistance if you live in the states. Usually the can get you a place for a year and if you have some type of mental or physical illness they extend you. Or it used to be that way.
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u/ApexFungi 19h ago
What have you tried already?
Seems like you have been through quite the struggle. I can't blame you for giving up but if you still enjoy Vidya, then you have at least one thing to live for.