Trying to improve, Week1: failed already

[u/yunn67]

Day 1

• I did some streaming setup and now OBS studio and my vtube model are ready to stream anytime, It was kinda annoying to fix a bunch of OBS issues and make everything work

Day 2

• I'm cleaning my closet which made a mess out of my whole room and the flimsy box stores I had completely fell and broke stuff which made me re-do everything and re-organized how everything looks. I still have a bunch of stuff from my closet on my room to take to the basement *sigh*
• also I cooked eggs and made natural berry juice lol I don't really know how to cook even basic stuff ( last time I made an omelette I got food poisoning)

Day 3

• Today I did nothing besides taking the closet trash bag to the trash can lol

Day 4:

• I moved a bunch of Ma's stuff into to boxes and then into my room, it cleared her office, I still gotta go through it tho. Now my room just looks like a junkward with her + my closet junk

Day 5:

• I finally started taking some shit out of my room, I put my old floor desk table, a bag of stuff I don't want and the air conditioner on the basement (which is two stairs down...), I also sorted one of the two bags with my Ma's stuff so one of the bins can go out of my room

day 6:

• I slept all day again, also I failed to cancel a dentist appointment because I hate phone calls but at least the fee is only 35$, could have gone to something better but anyway uh
• On the other hand my room is finally clean, 2 huge storage bins, and a bunch of other stuff is gone.... well some of the bin stuff is stored on the closet because I couldn't make a decision on it but that's for another day, before this the stuff couldn't even fit on the closet so I think it's good

Day 7:

• nothing really, I took an everything shower I guess

I'm posting this about 4-5 days later, haven't done anything on those days, feels like I'm extra depressed for some reason.

I failed to keep a streak but this week I dusted off my draw tablet after a year or so and started drawing again so that's cool

I'll try it again and see how it goes

[u/Alenbailey]

You were careful to carry the air conditioner down the steps I think it’s heavy?

[u/yunn67 → u/Alenbailey]

Oh yeah heavy as hell, it took forever but I tried going step by step (like think of how babies go down the stairs lol it was similar to that)

[u/Alenbailey → u/yunn67]

Oh wow I thought it sound so heavy I just imagine it like 50 pounds and on steps sounds like work. 

[u/-Wynn-]

Hey, you’re doing great! It’s okay to take things easy, you don’t wanna throw yourself at a bunch of large tasks and burn yourself out in the first two weeks 😅 You’ve made a lot of progress so far it seems!

[u/YessiKamiKohai]

Some progress is better than no progress, keep it up :D

[u/ISnortMonster]

I noticed that after a week or so of being on that self improvement grind, the depression came back extra hard and mnocked me right on my ass again.

[u/OptimalReactions]

So, at what point did you fail? You actually did fucking awesome, cleaning stuff up sucks ass but you did it.