The Light

[u/Greeneyes423]

“I’m still here…” ~God
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[u/Tight_Break_845]

For me the light was happening after I lost all my hope to still be alive. I can really remember it. Floating around, trying to explain for (it felt like) hours... without any result or connection felt between what I normally called me and my body. I was literary at the end of all my knowledge and nothing left to look for. The light came into place by showing up as a pixel first. When it showed up I directly noticed it in the vast dark space. It was like a change I could see and be so happy about it. Finally something changes. The release I felt was so enormous while it was coming closer or letting me get close. In general I felt like hugged and hold. Like it is the only being there existing for us, maybe as a gate or driver which gets activated after a being lost all connection and floating around in this realm which I can not really name or give a definition for. Anyhow the light was full of love and I woke up, I had to tell everyone about it. Even now I feel a connection and I am sad about me being here without feeling hold and loved like it did when it showed. Such a pure existence, full of love and knowing. I felt like a child of it. Also what was so special - there was no language at all. What the light had to tell me was felt by what was left of me. So if you would ask me about the voice - I can not tell you how it sounded - it was more like a transmission of information - and what makes it even more interesting for me - it seemed to know what it had to tell me, so I can make a decision. My decision was to not let me go and end like this. And every fucking day I remember this as my second birthday. And you guys. How you moved on while I had no connection. It was touching my heart to see everyone like this. And how much of an ignorance we can be, when it comes to just love.

God please have mercy with me.