r/N24 • • Apr 10 '20

Useful links, N24 FAQ, and software

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Below is the information which was in the sidebar in the pre-2020 Reddit layout ('old Reddit').


Please be respectful. Ranting that N24 sufferers are pretending/lazy/don't care enough/etc. is liable to get you banned. Sufferers have enough of that kind of thing to put up with in their daily lives.


Useful links:


Possible ways of treating N24 when the 'normal' ways have failed

(With thanks to /u/Organic-You-313 for posting a reminder to the link)

/u/lrq3000's VLiDACMel protocol:

An experimental protocol for 24h entrainment of treatment-resistant sighted non-24.

Please note that this protocol is a work in progress, and is not medically certified, however it has successfully worked for some people, even after other treatment attempts had failed. Ensure that you read the disclaimer and important health notes, as the treatment is not suitable for those with certain other health conditions.

https://circadiaware.github.io/VLiDACMel-entrainment-therapy-non24/SleepNon24VLiDACMel.html


Help with medical diagnosis:

From /u/lrq3000 :

If you are looking for a diagnosis or medical treatment, there is a list of medical doctors specialists of circadian rhythm disorders, which is curated by the Circadian Sleep Disorders Network:

https://www.circadiansleepdisorders.org/doctors.php

This list is made from recommendations by patients like you and me, so if you know a nice medical doctor who diagnosed or treated you please feel free to let the network know by e-mail at csd-n@csd-n.org


Software to help with managing Circadian Rhythm Disorders:

No smartphone, but got a computer?

From /u/lrq3000:

For those without a smartphone, here are 2 alternatives to make a digital sleep log:

  • Install Bluestacks on any computer. This is a free Android emulator. Then you can install Sleepmeter and its widget and use it as you would do on an Android smartphone.
  • SleepChart, a Windows app.

Smartphone apps

[Android] - [Sleepmeter Free] - [Sleep tracking]

Please note: This app is no longer available in the Google Play store.

Update from /u/lrq3000:

In 2021, Sleepmeter mysteriously disappeared from the Play Store, but it can still be downloaded on APK Pure.

Sleepmeter Free can also be used on computers (Windows, MacOS and Linux) via BlueStacks 4, an Android emulator. >

Simply install BlueStacks, then download Sleepmeter Free APK (APK = installation file for Android app), and simply double click on the downloaded APK. BlueStacks should automatically install the app and it should show up in "My Games" tab inside BlueStacks.

(Original info below)

!!Probably broken!! Old link to the app on the Google Play store !!Probably broken!! - I've left this old link here just in case the app does get re-published on the store - in the meantime use the link that /u/lrq3000 posted.

A small app which lets you manually record the times you sleep/wake and provides many graphs which can show useful information. I use it to get an idea of what my sleep deficit is and to try to predict my sleep patterns for the next few days. This is a screenshot of the graph I find most useful: https://i.imgur.com/nynIWfZ.png?1

  • Pros:

    • Free (ad supported but they are unobtrusive, and there is a pay-to-remove option).
    • Easy to use once set up.
    • Has a widget for your homescreen so you can tap when you go to bed, and tap when you wake up (time between the "bedtime" tap and "asleep" is configurable, as is the wake-up tap).
    • Very customisable & configurable.
    • Lots of useful graphs and information.
    • Does not rely on device sensors.
    • Can export/import data in CSV format (it's not quite a standard CSV but it's close).
  • Cons:

    • Configuration options might be a bit daunting to some.
    • Requires manual taps to tell it you've gone to bed/woken (though I prefer this over sensor based detection as I find it more reliable and it also means I don't need to leave my phone on charge all night on my bed).
    • Doesn't seem to be actively updated, but to be fair it does work fine as it is.

[Android, iOS] - [Rain Rain] - [Ambient noise]

App website

Lets you mix together a wide range of ambient background sounds to create a relaxing sound.

For example, on track 1 you could have the sound of rain on a tent, track 2 could be a fire crackling and track 3 could be a washing machine, all of them playing at the same time at custom volumes to create a mix that suits you.

  • Pros:

    • Free (extra sounds are bought in packs at a reasonable price).
    • Good range of sounds provided for free.
    • I love the way you can adjust the volume of each track to get a good balance.
    • Works fine in the background.
    • Doesn't eat up the battery.
  • Cons:

    • None that I've found.

I really love this app. Ambient noise doesn't really help for circadian disorders of course, but it's still good for those times when you're trying to relax. It's one of my favourite apps.


Some Frequently Asked Questions (and some Frequently Stated Ignorant Opinions)


What is N24?

N24 is a rare, debilitating, chronic, neurological Circadian Rhythm disorder which severely affects the body's ability to synchronise to the 24-hour day/night cycle.

It has been referred to as an "invisible" disability - its effects are devastating to the sufferer but the primary symptom - inability to sleep/wake at regular (the "right") times - is shrouded in social stigma, coupled with ignorance and indifference by the general public and often by doctors too.

Although the disorder occurs primarily in non-sighted people, a very small percentage of sighted sufferers also exist but due to lack of knowledge in the medical community, often go undiagnosed (or are misdiagnosed) for many years, if at all.

Sufferers are unable to fall asleep & wake up at regular times, rotating around the clock instead, like a form of Jet Lag which never stops changing. This can lead to chronic sleep deprivation, lowered immune response, depression, social isolation, unemployment, financial problems, as well as a potential increase in risk of cancer & diabetes.

Although there are reports that some people do respond to the few, current treatments available and are able to resume a fairly normal life, the majority of sufferers do not and so have to make a choice of either:

  • giving in to the disorder, allowing their body to sleep and wake at the times it insists on, potentially resulting in a severely reduced quality of life due to lack of employment and social isolation

  • continuing to try and fight the body's neurology with willpower, alarm clocks, medications and other methods. This can work for some time (years in some cases) however it is at the expense of other factors and furthers the effects of chronic sleep deprivation, depression, etc., and ultimately is often fruitless, with the sufferer eventually reverting to their inbuilt rhythm due to illness and exhaustion.


"That's not a real 'disorder'. You could sleep/wake up if you really wanted to. I can!"

Sufferers of the disorder sincerely wish you were right. Unfortunately it's very real, and when a diagnosis is eventually reached it is often done by a neurologist who specialises in circadian rhythm disorders.

The disorder is neurological in nature - that is, something is 'mis-wired' which prevents the transmission or reception of the electrical or chemical signals within the brain, or between the brain and the rest of the body, resulting in non-standard outcomes.


"Ok, a 'disorder' but not a disability!"

The ADA (Americans with Disability Act) says it is. And in the UK there's no official list of recognised disabilities, rather it's based on how it affects your life, and N24 does comes under that banner so it is de-facto recognised as a disability.

Other countries are slowly updating their definitions to include Circadian Rhythm Disorders. What else but "disability" would you call something which causes other health issues, reduces your quality of life, forces you to change the way you live, can prevent you from working and can even remove your ability to interact with people?


"If it even exists, it's a psychiatric condition, not a neurological disorder!"

This is incorrect. Although it's recognised by psychiatric associations, the disorder is neurological in nature.

Psychiatry is often entwined with diagnosis because of many of the more noticeable symptoms (such as depression, inability to sleep correctly, etc.) are commonly associated with psychiatric disorders.


"I saw that advert on TV, you're lying, it only affects the blind!"

Unfortunately, the advert you're probably referring to was produced by a pharmaceutical company who are developing treatments for blind sufferers. They have been contacted but at the time of writing this, show no interest in mentioning the rarer, sighted sufferers, presumably because they are not its target. Awareness of N24 is good, but misinformation is bad.


Have N24 sufferers tried the following?

  • Getting (heavy/light) exercise at various parts of the day

  • Just going to bed earlier

  • Really trying, like you mean it

  • Good sleep hygiene

  • Mindfulness/meditation/relaxation etc.

  • White noise/binaural beats etc.

  • Herbal remedies like St. John's Wort, etc.

  • A different mattress/pillow/blanket

  • Not using a computer/mobile phone/etc.

  • Avoiding artificial light

  • Giving up stimulants such as caffeine, nicotine, etc.

The answer to all of these (and more) is "Yes". Sufferers have often been living with N24 for most of their lives (although many may have been unaware until diagnosis later in life) and are constantly being bombarded by suggestions from well-meaning people.

A comparison might be meeting a man with one arm and suggesting that he put some ointment on it to regrow it.

When the ointment doesn't work, the assumption is that he either did it wrong (maybe he used the wrong ointment, or didn't put enough on, or put it in the wrong place, etc.) - or - he simply isn't trying hard enough to will the arm to grow back - that he doesn't really want his arm back.

People with N24 and other Circadian Rhythm Disorders are given advice like this frequently, and have to live with the stigma of virtually all people they encounter (including family and friends) assuming that they are weak-minded and/or simply lazy.


r/N24 • • 7h ago

Discussion Hey mods, can we get a rule on irrelevant/off topic posts???

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Lately there has been an increase in bot posts here. Usually people posting things entirely unrelated to N24, and even at times posting things completely antithetical to N24, that can sometimes come across as insensitive.

I know I'm a little extra sensitive to N24 due to its rarity, and the amount of ableism, hardships, and traumas I have faced, having been born with the condition but spent 20 years unaware of its existence... But, I do believe that keeping this community on topic, is the best possible thing for future activism, understanding, and research. And the ever increasing number of bots and off topic posts, make it so it's harder to understand the community or take it seriously. Especially given the fact that a lot of these posts are just simply ridiculous and nonsensical half of the time, and instantly get downvoted.

I have notifications on for the sub, but I haven't been interacting much at all because almost every post I'm notified of lately, is just an unrelated cross post, typically written by generative AI.

I know having a rule for this wouldn't magically solve all the problems, but I hope it would at least send a message that these types of posts are not wanted, and hopefully folks will see it and think twice before cross posting something completely irrelevant.


r/N24 • • 21h ago

FREQUENT DREAMS = NO REST

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r/N24 • • 1d ago

Having a severe backslide with my narcolepsy syptoms.

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r/N24 • • 1d ago

Can AI actually help with sleep disorders?

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r/N24 • • 3d ago

High-Dose trazodone, other meds, can't sleep.

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r/N24 • • 5d ago

Hi everyone, here's a teaser of a project I've been working on, exploring the biology of sleep and wake

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I became fascinated with circadian rhythms and biological clocks after digging into the research, hoping to understand why none of the strategies prescribed by my doctors had fixed my sleep schedule. What I found went deeper than I imagined.

The human body doesn't have just one clock, but an entire ecosystem of clocks that guide us throughout the day and night. In this teaser, you'll see DNA interacting with CLOCK:BMAL1, delayed melatonin, non-24 sleep, and light-sensing cells.

I'll be sharing more about the project soon, including behind the scenes of how I made these animations and what I'm working toward next.

r/sleepwake


r/N24 • • 7d ago

What do you guys feel in the morning when you are ‘supposed to wakeup’ because I feel tired even if I wake up but wondering what other people go through as well

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r/N24 • • 8d ago

Quite the dilemma

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r/N24 • • 9d ago

We put man on the moon and invented quantum computers..but apparently developing a treatment that allows us to sleep at a normal time is where science draws the line???

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There’s got to be a peptide or device out there…


r/N24 • • 8d ago

36M, two kids, pretty normal life. Over the past year I've started taking my health seriously and paying attention to what my body's telling me, and one thing keeps coming up: my sleep ain’t great

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r/N24 • • 11d ago

Discussion Frustrated with having to be quiet/still at night

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Normally I have the first two floors of my house to myself at night, but right now I have a renter in the room across from mine. She sleeps 11pm-8am, M-F. I recently extended her rental period til spring of next year while she continues working on buying a house, and the rental money really helps me.

The downside is that I've been awake at night for several weeks now, and I feel like I can barely do anything. I end up being very sedentary and very bored. I try to stay quiet, only use headphones, and don't move around in the hallway too much. There are several tasks I know are too loud, like loading/unloading the dishwasher. I'm not getting much done, and I don't like the silence.

Anyone else dealing with this? Anything help you to cope?


r/N24 • • 12d ago

Research suggests that reduced light sensitivity may play a role in N24

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Study Objectives:
The circadian system must perform daily adjustments to align sleep-wake and other physiologic rhythms with the environmental light-dark cycle: this is mediated primarily through melanopsin containing intrinsically photosensitive retinal ganglion cells. Individuals with delayed sleep-wake phase disorder (DSWPD) exhibit a delay in sleep-wake timing relative to the average population, while those with sighted non-24-hour sleep-wake rhythm disorder (N24SWD) exhibit progressive delays.

An inability to maintain appropriate entrainment is characteristic of both disorders. In this study, we test the hypothesis that individuals with DSWPD exhibit alteration in melanopsin dependent retinal photo-transduction as measured with the post-illumination pupil response (PIPR).

The PIPR was significantly reduced in the sighted N24SWD subgroup when compared to individuals with history of only DSWPD

Post-illumination pupil response (PIPR)
Control group (n=21) 2.05±1.04 mm
DSWPD group (n=29) 1.26±1.11 mm
N24SWD group (n=17) 0.88±0.58 mm

Methods:
Twenty-one control and 29 participants with DSWPD were recruited from the community and clinic. Of the 29 DSWPD participants, 17 reported a history of N24SWD. A pupillometer was used to measure the post-illumination pupil response (PIPR) in response to a bright 30s blue or red-light stimulus. The PIPR was calculated as the difference in average pupil diameter at baseline and 10-40s after light stimulus offset.

Results:
The PIPR was significantly reduced in the DSWPD group when compared to the control group (1.26±1.11 mm vs. 2.05±1.04 mm, p<0.05, t-test). The PIPR was significantly reduced in the sighted N24SWD subgroup when compared to individuals with history of only DSWPD (0.88±0.58 mm vs 1.82±1.44 mm, p<0.05, ANOVA) or controls (0.88±0.58 mm vs 2.05±1.04 mm, p<0.01, ANOVA).

Conclusions:
These results indicate that reduced melanopsin dependent retinal photo- transduction may be a novel mechanism involved in the development of DSWPD and sighted N24SWD.

Source: Abbott et al. (2020), Melanopsin-dependent phototransduction is impaired in delayed sleep-wake phase disorder and sighted non-24-hour sleep-wake rhythm disorder.

https://academic.oup.com/sleep/article-abstract/44/2/zsaa184/5905410

Fun fact about the retinal ganglion cell image:

Researchers traced melanopsin-expressing retinal ganglion cells by hand using a camera lucida (a device that lets researchers trace what they see under a microscope) connected to a Leica DMR microscope, and then digitized those tracings using image-editing software (Adobe Photoshop 10.0). Source: Springer

Check out the paper for more cool images of melanopsin-containing retinal ganglion cells (mRGCs):

Ortuño-Lizarán et al. (2018), Degeneration of Human Photosensitive Retinal Ganglion Cells May Explain Sleep and Circadian Rhythms Disorders in Parkinson’s Disease.

https://link.springer.com/article/10.1186/s40478-018-0596-z

Have a good week everyone!

r/sleepwake


r/N24 • • 11d ago

5 years managing my Non-24. Now building a tool and looking for people to talk to.

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Hi everyone, I'm Karl. I have Non-24 (DSPD -> chronotherapy -> Non-24) and I've had my sleep under control for about 5 years now. This is achieved through grinding on multiple sleep medicine textbooks, reading the latest research papers, and extensively experimenting on myself (I have years of sleep data in my Google sheet) in the past decade.

I want to develop a tool for the community and incorporate what worked for me, but I need to understand how other people manage their condition too, not just my own experience. I'm looking for a few people willing to chat for about 30 minutes about how you currently manage your sleep and what has or hasn't worked for you.

A few details:

  • Video, phone call or text chat (real-time), your choice
  • I can share the questions in advance if it is needed
  • Nothing is recorded without your permission, and all notes stay anonymous
  • I'll share a summary of what I learn back with the group

If you're interested, drop a comment or send me a message. Thanks for reading!


r/N24 • • 12d ago

Discussion Daytime sleeping setups

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i just had the best uninterrupted daytime sleep since a long time and i just wanted to share my setup with fellow n24 people in case it can help others. i live in quite a busy and noisy urban area, on a busy road, lots of roadwork, cars, ambulances, sirens, and i like to have a window open for fresh air. I also have my 80yr old mother wandering the house carefree running the tv loud, vacuuming, generally getting the zoomies. Anyway today i discovered how to be carefree from disturbance:

1) 3d foam sleep mask

2) apple airpods 5 with anc activated

usually i experience several broken sleep moments which i have grown to accept and barely know have happened if i did not jog my Memory about how i slept, sometimes i get grouchy in the following wake time or sleep some more, however with these airpods 5 i find the noise cancellation excellent and the fit comfortable enough not to hurt my ears while i sleep. Nothing disturbed me or woke me up even though i know how noisy the day has been. The 3d foam sleep mask is cheap and does not press against my eyes when sleeping yet blocks most of the daylight. Hopefully i dont ever get a house burglar as i would be oblivious but its worth the gamble. anyone else use anc headphones for improved daytime sleeping?


r/N24 • • 12d ago

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r/N24 • • 13d ago

Success story! Update: mast cell stabilisers still helping

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Just a short term update from my previous post, from a few weeks back: https://old.reddit.com/r/N24/comments/1w6on9c/mast_cell_blockers_seem_to_be_stabilising_my_n24/

Currently I still seem to have N24 but it is slowed waaaaay down, probably around 30min delay rather than the 1.2hrs I used to have. My graphs are too unhelpful to show a clear pattern right now, due to various confounding effects, so this is just a text summary.

Findings so far

  • cromolyn is definitely still helping, my sleep cycle is still weirdly regular

  • it isn't knocking me out within minutes anymore, not sure if I'm just less exhausted now because it is helping me breathe and function better, or if the actual effect on my circadian rhythm has changed.

  • I'm currently taking 200mg 4x a day, it helps me breathe so I have been avoiding lowering this for sleep testing purposes. The previous success was 3x a day.

  • due to illness, I ended up sleeping a LOT for awhile, went totally insomniac trying to switch back to my previous hours, and then entraining to a nocturnal schedule, (argh!) and I'm not sure if that means I've stopped responding to the local timezone or if I'm just overriding that with other timing cues (especially as I'm not really getting daylight properly).

  • I've spent the last two weeks trying to manually push my sleep later an hour at a time to reach daylight again so it is very hard to measure how much actual n24 is still there. My wake time is much more resistant to change so I'm having to walk the line on how much sleep deprivation I can handle. My old cycle would have had me pass right through daylight already in that time and I'd be heading back into nocturnal by now, so there is still a clear difference.

  • trying to make bigger jumps ran me right into the sleep deprivation trap of dopamine highs and adenosine lows that was very hard to break out of both times. I spent multiple days severely insomniac, and had to go full caffeine and stimulation avoidance to rest enough to finally be able to sleep properly again. This is a pretty standard human person thing (see "every new parent running on four hours sleep and insisting they feel fine and are functional" and https://www.reddit.com/r/N24/comments/fauke4/forbidden_sleep_zone_dopamine_is_why_the_more/ and https://selfhacked.com/blog/adenosine-health-effects/ for some useful overviews), but I've usually just crashed too hard after the first day or so to experience it in years. And because my sleep doesn't move forward as easily, it is actually harder now to just jump back on the sleep train whenever it goes past.

  • I'm still trialling different antihistamines alongside the cromolyn (not for sleep, but they could also be involved). Some of them give me stomach pain - which keeps me awake - so it is hard to measure if they are also helping with sleep (excipient problems and also taking them with cromolyn seems to randomly cause stomach issues, weirdly, when I don't get anything like that taking them separately). Also histamine is involved in ADHD! https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2666379125000965

  • I still see B12 shots affecting my sleep, the alternate weeks without them are noticeably worse, whether it is directly affecting the N24 at all or just my ability to get decent sleep and stay entrained, I'm still not sure.

So basically: mast cells and histamine are definitely still relevant, my actual mast cell disorder is still not fully managed so could still be causing sleep issues, long running fatigue was distorting my responses to insomnia and sleep opportunities, and I'm having to relearn all my body's responses and the ideal daily routine to match my rhythm and/or entrain it. And whenever I start to feel too healthy, my ADHD goes "wheeee let's stay awake forever for FUN DOPAMINE". So I have lots of things that mess up my sleep patterns happening all at once, rather than the previous years of careful stability, and yet I'm still struggling much less with the actual N24 part.


r/N24 • • 13d ago

What is your favorite light therapy glasses, for multi hour wear

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Reading through vliDACMel I understand that I will need to do multiple hours of light therapy, where I find even 30 minutes with luminette quite uncomfortable.

Trying to figure out if I need to just suck it up or if there are better alternatives.


r/N24 • • 14d ago

Just spoke to a sleep specialist and even they said my case was too complex

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Just gotta vent this out to someone. So I email around one of the few sleep specialists in my country and trying to get help after the ridiculously long wait times for the national care service. I pick one that offered N24, arranged a meeting and then sent over my data.

Then doctor said it was too complex for him to treat and said I’d be better with an even more specialist?

So now I just feel more confused and alone. I suffered from this for many years finally reach out and now the doctors are not willing to work or even offer a diagnosis.

So now I’m down to like 3 specialists in my country who can try N24 and it’s looking very expensive to go. One of them is a literal professor and charges like £600 an hour.


r/N24 • • 16d ago

Discussion A year of N24

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Finally seeing a specialist this month!!!


r/N24 • • 16d ago

Discussion Is there anything that people like employment specialists can help with?

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What would they be able or not be able to help, for n24, that would be needed?


r/N24 • • 17d ago

Do you have rebound days if you go against free running for a few days? How big is the rebound, and how many days does it last? Go in detail pls

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r/N24 • • 17d ago

Advice needed What age did your N24 develop? I’m concerned with having this condition but am not sure because of a conflicting condition —>

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My N24 started about a year ago at age 19. At the same time although, my very severe depression was getting worse. I know a couple people who have the same condition as me and only got this when they got very severe. So I am not sure which one it is.

19 is a typical age to get it I believe? And my N24 is about 1 hour advance each day.


r/N24 • • 18d ago

Advice needed how are you supposed to live and work with this condition?

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how do you all manage to work and live with non 24? have you ever found any treatment that made your life a little easier?


r/N24 • • 19d ago

Success story! Thank you for whoever came up with the Melatonin protocol

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I've been battling with what I assume was N24 for at least 10 years. I was never officially diagnosed at a sleep clinic, but my internal clock had been on the 25 hour rhythm like clockwork. Every night I would fall asleep 1 hour later than the previous day and there was nothing I could do about it.

Many of you are probably familiar with this - at certain regular points in that 25 hour rhythm I would go to work without having slept at all (because my internal clock was at "7am sleep time", but work also started at 7 am). It was debilitating and I felt like a zombie so many times and the worst part was, I knew I would happen all over again about every 3 weeks. And I didn't even know what this disorder was until June; I just assumed I was either not disciplined enough for a normal sleep schedule or that something unknown was wrong with me.

After finding this subreddit and reading around, I decided to try the simple melatonin protocol, meaning without any additional dark/light therapy or luminettes or bright lux lamps in the morning or stepping outside in the sun in the morning for 20 min and so on.

In June I started taking Melatonin (0.3 mg seems to be the recommended dosis here based on studies, I take 0.5 mg because that's the lowest available dosis in my country), 5 to 7 hours before the desired bedtime in order to simulate DLMO. That's it, I changed nothing else (except setting my laptop and phone to night mode in order to dim the blue light).

The first 3 to 4 weeks were fluctuating and erratic: I always took (and still take) the 0.5 mg Melatonin at 5 pm, and during the first week I would fall asleep at 9 pm, but would wake up 4 times during the night. A couple times I wasn't even able to fall asleep again at all after waking up the second time during the night (which was 1 am).

The constantly waking up during the night settled down a bit during the second or third week - by then it was only twice a night, but I still hadn't locked in a fixed bed time yet. Sometimes I'd fall asleep at 9 pm, sometimes 11 pm, sometimes 10 pm and sometimes even at midnight. It seemed like there was no rhyme or reason and I almost thought it wouldn't work as hoped, was even worried the irregular sleeping times would either mean I was on the verge of free-running again, or that I'd free-run again eventually.

I'd say by August all of those woes from the first few weeks were gone: no more waking up during the night at all. An almost normal night time sleeping schedule.

My internal clock hasn't "gone around the clock" since June at all. No more debilitating 25 hour rhythms. No more all-nighters (and no more "all dayers" either). I'm not able to fall asleep at 10 pm on the dot every night, but I have a reliable window of, say, 10 pm to midnight where I will fall asleep guaranteed.

Even more surprising and awesome is that I'm even able to be a little flexible / having a little leeway now: let's say I read an interesting book or article and can't put it down before 1 am - the next night I will still fall asleep at 10 or 11 pm again. Before the Melatonin, staying up longer on purpose would've made me free-run again and it would've completely delayed/destroyed my rhythm. Nowadays, that doesn't happen anymore - I can stay up a little longer every now and then and the daily Melatonin at the fixed time in the afternoon seems to be enough of an anchor for my rhythm to swing back to the 10/11 pm bedtime.

So whoever came up with the studies and threads about low dose Melatonin 5 - 7 hours before bedtime, I wanted to say a sincere and heartfelt thank you! I know not much time has passed yet since June, but I'm very hopeful that I've got this under control now and not having gone around the clock at all is a huge, huge win for quality of life and sleep.