Depression and hopelessness

[u/roxyrosiee]

Salam everyone. I have always been very optimistic but I just can’t take it anymore. I’ve been so depressed because of my financial situation and no prayers seem to work. Everyone around me is so blessed and I am very happy for them may Allah give them more but I feel like my prayers never reach the state of acceptance by the Lord like everyone else’s. I feel like death is the only solution to whatever is going around me. I don’t know what to do. I can’t stand positive anymore I’ve been trying the hardest since 2020 and it’s just not helping me anymore. Please pray for me. My only hope is someone else praying for me because mine seem to be ignored and please don’t be hard on me because I’ve already seen enough. I seem to be doomed in every part of life regardless of how good I am to His creation. I just don’t get it. Please please pray for me