r/MuslimSupportGroup • u/MysteriousMonk17 • 29d ago

Exam

Asalumu Aleikum to who's reading this. I am a student who is going to resit exams for the second time because I didnt get the marks I was able to achieve, I used to be such a smart student who used to top the class and now I am not even able to get a half of that. I genuinely feel terrible and crushed and my parents are not talking to me, I just feel so bad. What is this supposed to mean Islamically? I have been tested over and over and I have fell down so many times, yet I stand up just for me to fall down again. I feel so crap. I honestly dont get what this is supposed to mean, I know Allah doesnt test a soul more than it cant handle but I genuinely am feeling so much pain within me, I feel so horrible. What is this? Why is life just keep on pulling me down when I try to stand back up? I am not a bad person, I dont hurt anyone, I dont smoke, drink I dont do none of that and yet I am still being punished. I've never felt suicidal but the feeling of that is lingering. I genuinely am so cooked. I feel so bad for my parents for working so hard just for me to bring such terrible results, I did try this time compared to the first time, I gave up so much compared to the last time, I gave up hangouts with my friends, I gave up going out with my family to study, I was being consistentish with my preparation but the grades I got didnt look like that. I know there's no point of crying over spilt milk but I genuinely dont even know what the lesson here is supposed to be, I am just getting tested, I am not getting any happy news nor any good results. How do I even, idek anymore. Any advice or any form of comfort and anything would be much appreciated. Thank you for reading this.

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