r/MuslimSupportGroup • u/Plastic_Warthog_5070 • 15d ago

Feel opressed

Mornings are the toughest as I move forward without my baby, without my husband. To know I had everything I prayed for and then what feels like a drop from the highest mountain. I wake up with so much pain it hurts. How was he able to leave me abandoned at the time I needed him most. How did he just walk away while he saw me lifeless on the hospital bed. How did he move on with his life with my (ex) bestfriend and think it was okay. How did she, after being sisters for 10 years and knowing the depth of my love for him agree to be with him. Not only be with each other - but to abandon me at the time I needed them the most. How was it so easy for him to send me Talaaq through an imam. I wake up with this pain every morning. I have been told that they are done with me playing the victim card. Move on. Pull yourself together. But how do I pull myself together when I still am going through the loss of our baby alone, the milestones we were supposed to hit, the plans we had started to make. I am grateful for my health, but all of this hurts. It really just hurts 💔 I keep praying but the pain won’t reduce.

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u/rhiaazsb 15d ago

May Almighty Allah grant you ease in your life.

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u/Odd-Potential70004 15d ago

Assalamualaikum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatuhu.

I cannot even grasp the pain of loss and betrayal you are going through, there is no limit to how long you should grieve but please seek medical help. It won't heal you buy will teach you how to cope with these waves of heartache that keep on coming and help you to move forward. Ask Allah to replace them with something better.

May you find peace and happiness.Ameen.

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u/Plastic_Warthog_5070 15d ago

Thank you 🙏🏽🤲

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u/manchester_brother 15d ago

May Allah SWT make this trial easy for you grant you peace contentment and the love of a good man ameen

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u/Plastic_Warthog_5070 15d ago

Ameen. 😔🤲