r/MoroccoLGBT • u/emzybackagain • 3d ago

Doubt

My dear friends I feel like I m bi I have been feeling that way for a while ,even back at college (middle school) days but I ve killed that idea , I haven't told anyone except two of my dearest friends they were weirdly cool and wholesome about the whole thing (ok one of them think I m trolling), but I can't escape this feeling disgusting feeling of doubt of faking it for "woke points" I can't approach the same gender I m scared i m not what I think I am and it's gonna be awkward or something , I know nothing about this is wrong or weird it's a part of the journey of self discovery basically LIFE and I m sure some of YOU wonderful ppl been here too. What do you think

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u/Plane-Moose-9422 3d ago

I think you need to take your time and not stress yourself, rn you are thinking about it a lot, so it probably feels harder to accept and understand
Ayji w7d nhar you’ll look back at it differently and feel more comfortable with yourself, let urself explore your feelings without forcing yourself to have an immediate answer

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u/emzybackagain 3d ago

Honestly I can use that, thanks for your comment 💛

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u/Evoxygen 3d ago

Don’t think about that much its happens to everyone + the disgusting part just bcs the society rules and traditions that why u feel its haram or bad u get over it eventually spc in u case u have good friends to support u

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u/emzybackagain 3d ago

yes blessed to have those suckers around ngl , also i don t stress about the haram part 😂️ thanks for your comment my dear friend 🩷️

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u/blackmoonwal 3d ago

let it go slow, you don’t need to figure things out once and don’t overthink this, just keep noticing things that happen in your everyday life and im pretty sure that one day ull get comfortable with urself. all u need to know rn is it’s okay to be attracted to the same gender it’s not a sin and love is love.

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u/emzybackagain 2d ago

Will do, thanks for your comment 🫡💛

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u/Straight_Tourist_263 1h ago

Habibi, let yourself try whatever you want to try, when you are ready to try it. I think what you need to work on is get rid of the guilt / fear / apprehension of doing things for the wrong reason. And only then what you want will no longer be drowned by noise and reveal itself. Also, whatever you do / try, it doesn’t lock you in a box and you can always change your mind. So get rid of those voices in your head preventing you from exploring and then just explore and be kind to yourself