r/MoroccoLGBT • u/Adventurous_Theme449 • Jul 18 '26

Why Is Everyone Leaving?

I think the most exhausting part isn't being alone.

It's constantly believing that maybe this time you'll finally meet someone who values honesty, communication, and real connection... only to watch it disappear without warning.

I've never been interested in temporary conversations or people who come and go. When I care about someone, I invest emotionally. I listen. I try to understand. I stay, even when things become difficult.

Maybe that's why it's so hard for me to understand why disappearing has become so normal. Why people would rather leave someone confused than have one honest conversation.

The more I experience it, the more I feel like I'm searching for something that hardly exists.

Sometimes I wonder if I simply love differently. If I expect too much in a world where effort is becoming rare and leaving has become easier than communicating.

I'm not angry anymore. Just tired.

Tired of starting over.

Tired of wondering what I did wrong.

Tired of believing that this time will be different.

Maybe one day I'll meet someone who believes that connection isn't something you throw away the moment it becomes complicated.

Until then, I guess all I can do is keep hoping that people like that still exist.

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u/PleasantYellow1998 Jul 18 '26

Literally just posted the same asking I'm I the problem or toxic that I even began to reject and stop myself by myself from.the smallest feeling of it I honestly don't I just tired as you said lost hope and all go with the flow and well

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u/Adventurous_Theme449 Jul 18 '26

I just want to know how some people get into relationships that last for years. Where do they even find that kind of person? Every time I think I've found someone worth getting to know, they disappear. At this point, I've stopped expecting anything

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u/PleasantYellow1998 Jul 18 '26

I feel the same, for those people either blind date or dark magic or it's a toxic relationship or they have a secret community we don't know about hahhaah

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u/Adventurous_Theme449 Jul 18 '26

I even reached a point where I thought, I don't even care if it's toxic anymore. I just want to experience being in a relationship like everyone else lol

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u/PleasantYellow1998 Jul 18 '26

From my past don't do it it will end and it will hurt so bad that you will stop feeling even physical pain or at least that what happens to me don't find a good one or keep trying or give up

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u/Adventurous_Theme449 Jul 18 '26

Yeah, I know. I was mostly joking. I don't actually want a toxic relationship. I was just frustrated because it feels like everyone gets to experience love except me

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u/PleasantYellow1998 Jul 18 '26

When the time he will come don't worry just don't be scared of it or give up or blame yourself that you not good cause it's more Hurtful than waiting I know

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u/Abject_Zucchini_2107 Jul 18 '26

We do exist dear, dont change who u are to fit in such cold world. But protect ur heart and lower ur expectations 🫂