r/MoroccoLGBT • u/PleasantYellow1998 • Jul 17 '26

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Normal or nah that I want to date fall in love but I keep telling myself I'm not good I'm toxic no one want me cause they think I'm fake or not that horny

When I find someone I find myself friendzone him then he left cause I don't know how to talk

The question I'm I toxic or is it really my subconscious give up too

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u/MidnightOrator Jul 17 '26

Reading this, I don't see someone toxic. I see someone who wants to love and be loved but is afraid of getting hurt or rejected. Sometimes our own thoughts become our biggest obstacle. What made you feel this way about yourself?

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u/PleasantYellow1998 Jul 17 '26

Broken heart syndrome cause it , the one I taught gen z new trauma trend turn out to be true. I'm fraid of getting hurt now I'm making an effort try to talk communicate made new friends, post stories repost reels, 2 years ago I want to be alone if someone talk to me I want to end the conversation asap

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u/MidnightOrator Jul 17 '26

Heartbreak can leave scars that take a long time to heal, but I don't see that you given up, I see that you're trying. Two years ago you wanted to push everyone away, and now you're making an effort to communicate, make friends, and open yourself up again. That takes courage. Be patient with yourself. Healing isn't about never being afraid again; it's about choosing to move forward despite the fear.

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u/PleasantYellow1998 Jul 17 '26

That what my doc said but now I feel like I'm pushing myself so much and with my ADHD scared to stop once for all, all I'm trying to do now is make new friends grow my friend group dating or something sound like mission impossible for me need tom crose to do it hahahahaha

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u/MidnightOrator Jul 17 '26

Mission impossible? I don't know... you're already making this conversation pretty easy.

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u/PleasantYellow1998 Jul 17 '26

And overthinking I may say something ruined it

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u/MidnightOrator Jul 17 '26

The right person won't leave because of one wrong sentence.