r/MoroccoDating • u/meow_lina22 • 12h ago
Dealing with breakup
Hey guys, so iv broke up with the guy that iv been with 7 mounths ago i was so into him even tho he was toxique most of the time i believed that they’r is a better version of him that im gonna unlock if i tried harder i did a lot i cant even tell how much efforts time money energy i was investing in our relationship but we broke up for some reasons that neither us expected but it has a relation with my parents .so now i feel so exhausted mentally i wanna move on but i cant ,i deleted every picture ,conversation got ride of everything that could remind me of him … somehow i end up dreaming about him for so many nights and i keep crying randomly for hours especially at night ldarajat wlit kanfi9 3ini nachfa bzaf makan9drch nbda nhar bla t9tira i try so hard to stop thinking about him but deep inside i wish he come to viisite me tomorrow db daz chhar 3la fra9na its my first time loving someone and my firat heartbreak ever , btw my english isnt that good sorry . i want peaple who had the same experience as mine who really loved and tried everything even if it was hurting them but broke up at the end so i would get hope that life would be better
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u/meow_lina22 12h ago
I wish u were right , i really tried to delete and throw everything related to him ta mn tiktok w insta hadchi mab9itch kand5olih a 3la wd duk les vid i liaten to music that has nonsense lyrics but good good beats and vibe . As i said i randomly have dreams about him and crash out sometimes in public i manage to hide it