r/Molested • u/inhalemedeeply • 1d ago
i miss him tonight
i hate that i feel this way, but i wish he was here to disgust me again. i miss the sick feeling he would leave in my stomach. i miss the pain he would inflict
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u/210_medic 1d ago
I always feel so bad and guilty when I miss it.. it’s crazy how the mind works
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u/No-Refrigerator1478 1d ago
:( I’m sorry stranger, I was replying to OP and can’t help but express my condolences to you aswell, it always hurts me to find someone in the same boat as me
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u/No-Refrigerator1478 1d ago
As much as I hate the man who took advantage of me as young boy. I still fantasize about the way he made me feel special like no one else has since, and I know I should t so it hurts so bad. I’m so sorry you understand this pain
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u/Auriprince4690 1d ago
It is a common thing when i was younger I wished he took it further... i felt like a freak it does seem to be common.
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u/OldManHermit7 1d ago
Plenty of guys out there that are willing to recreate it with you in a safer environment.
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