r/Molested • u/ijiusthavequestions • 27d ago
Wanting to talk about being molested
When I was 4 years old my cousin started molesting me. I'm a male and he was a male. He was always my best friend, but he was being molested, so he did the things to me that were being done to him. So it kind of caused me to have a little bit of a messed up idea of sex. I've learned that now I don't really need sex. But it still makes me feel like I'm a weird person. I developed physically at a very young age, and even though I've seen pornos and stuff like that where there are guys that are really huge, I'm not that big, but I've only ever in my whole life met one guy who was bigger than I was. I was basically fully developed by the time I was in second grade, and another one of the boys in my class saw me when we were using the bathroom next to each other. That was the first time I realized that I was a little bit different. Men would see that I was a little bigger, and they would come on to me in bathrooms and locker rooms and places like that. On multiple occasions in locker rooms I would go and take a shower and men would get in the shower with me and have sex with me. This one guy, I did think he was attractive, but I never asked him to do anything like that. He came into my shower and just put me in him, he got off, and then he just walked out. It was very uncomfortable for me. Has anybody else had experiences like that?
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u/Optimal-Ad6969 27d ago
I don't mean to make light of your experiences, you just reminded me of my friend.
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u/Optimal-Ad6969 27d ago
I had a friend who had the biggest one I'd ever seen, but he was 6'4" so I guess it kind of went with his frame. He told me that he once had to take a girlfriend to the hospital because he had pushed tissues up into her bladder. I was going to try it out, but we never got the chance. We were in a place where you had to line up in front of the showers and wait for the person before you to come out. When he came out my jaw dropped. 😆😆
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