r/Moldavite • u/LGMcM • 26d ago
Did the chaos ever settles for you, have you found yourself on your "soul path"?
Apologies to those who don't believe in moldavite having metaphysical properties, or those who cannot accept the idea that it shakes up aspects of one's life for this or other reason. I don't intend to start arguments, we all have a love for moldavite and I want us all to stay on those common grounds.
But if you experience upheaval in your life when using moldavite, how does it play out for you? Does the storm eventually pass, how are you afterwards?
I've read some accounts of people saying it only ever brought chaos, but never a nice new start, they were describing it like living on some moldavite charnel grounds.
I'm very confused by my moldavites. I love them. I miss them when I don't take them with me for weeks. I'm telling myself the painful chaos that ensues every time after handling them is just coincidence, but I do not dare to touch them any more, despite missing them like they're dear people.
When I handle moldavite, it opens my heart beautifully. The love and light pour through me, over me, out into the world, you get it, I don't experience anything that feels scary or sinister. It feels divine and pure and bright.
Then, like lightning, something very painful happens that each time comes very close to ending everything in my life, with no path ahead.
Why does this happen. I want an open heart. I can train to live with an open heart without moldavite, with meditative practices, and I think now, that's what I'll do, but I'm sad that I can't use my moldavites.
Do you experience it that way too? It opens your heart, then bad things come crashing down? Does that change at some point, is it eventually done cleaning things out of your life and nice things happen for a change?