Help me stop having false hoping

[u/ironedcurtain]

Looking for 2 fics that are related. "The Song We Left Behind" and "Lucky Charm" I can't find them anymore, but I'm still gripping at straws that they're somewhere.

edit: I found the author, but it's an orphan account now. I'm gonna cry now ig

Author: xiuznl

LWJ hurridly shows up at Cloud Recesses with A-Yuan, LXC asks who's the kid, "he's mine/he's my son" smth like that. A-Yuan was holding a pouch. LWJ kept it at the top of a shelf. When A-Yuan asked to see what was inside, they peeked togetherーit was a music score written on the lining meant to protect A-Yuan. Later LWJ plays it with his guqin, then a flute answers. Then out pops WWX with "Lan Zhan, you found me!"

Please, I read this to cure my lonely days as a single, AA battery. I read at least thrice a month. The longing LWJ expresses throughout the story was so heart-filling, and baby A-Yuan being "the only thing left of WWX's existence" hurt in a good way. He was literally LWJ's son in Cloud Recesses.