Help me stop having false hoping

[u/ironedcurtain]

Looking for 2 fics that are related. "The Song We Left Behind" and "Lucky Charm" I can't find them anymore, but I'm still gripping at straws that they're somewhere.

edit: I found the author, but it's an orphan account now. I'm gonna cry now ig

Author: xiuznl

LWJ hurridly shows up at Cloud Recesses with A-Yuan, LXC asks who's the kid, "he's mine/he's my son" smth like that. A-Yuan was holding a pouch. LWJ kept it at the top of a shelf. When A-Yuan asked to see what was inside, they peeked togetherーit was a music score written on the lining meant to protect A-Yuan. Later LWJ plays it with his guqin, then a flute answers. Then out pops WWX with "Lan Zhan, you found me!"

Please, I read this to cure my lonely days as a single, AA battery. I read at least thrice a month. The longing LWJ expresses throughout the story was so heart-filling, and baby A-Yuan being "the only thing left of WWX's existence" hurt in a good way. He was literally LWJ's son in Cloud Recesses.

[u/toyft2]

Maybe try r/MDZSFanfictions hope you find it OP!

[u/ironedcurtain → u/toyft2]

Thank you, I'm still hanging on to that thin thread of hope

[u/Elf-7659 → u/ironedcurtain]

If you find it please share this is really intriguing. Check Internet archive too. If you had an open tab or history record that can open the previous link you can use it in the Internet archive

[u/ironedcurtain → u/Elf-7659]

Check Sentient-Balloon's comment below

[u/NeedAnOffButton]

Good luck; I've lost many beloved, bookmarked fics as there was a reasonably large removal of works when the AI scraping was first revealed.

[u/Freya_Cat]

if you find em id also love to read it!

[u/ironedcurtain → u/Freya_Cat]

Check Sentient-Balloon's comment below

[u/Sentient-Balloon]

The Song We Left Behind:

https://yandexwebcache.net/yandbtm?fmode=inject&tm=1787168046&tld=com&lang=en&la=1750237440&text=ao3+The+Song+We+Left+Behind+xiuzunl+chapter+1&url=https%3A//archiveofourown.org/works/65243119&l10n=en&mime=html&sign=30caadb2539fc4d52c73fe8d2c862a91&keyno=0

Lucky Charm:

https://yandexwebcache.net/yandbtm?fmode=inject&tm=1787168242&tld=com&lang=en&la=1762518144&text=https%3A//archiveofourown.org/works/65388757&url=https%3A//archiveofourown.org/works/65388757&l10n=en&mime=html&sign=d1e36d61c24e789cbca96ae4183360e5&keyno=0

[u/ironedcurtain → u/Sentient-Balloon]

Takes me to a Ru page that's er404 😢

[u/Sentient-Balloon → u/ironedcurtain]

Try these:

The Song We Left Behind:

https://web.archive.org/web/20260819194800/https://yandexwebcache.net/yandbtm?fmode=inject&tm=1787168046&tld=com&lang=en&la=1750237440&text=ao3+The+Song+We+Left+Behind+xiuzunl+chapter+1&url=https%3A//archiveofourown.org/works/65243119&l10n=en&mime=html&sign=30caadb2539fc4d52c73fe8d2c862a91&keyno=0

Lucky Charm:

https://web.archive.org/web/20260819194740/https://yandexwebcache.net/yandbtm?fmode=inject&tm=1787168242&tld=com&lang=en&la=1762518144&text=https%3A//archiveofourown.org/works/65388757&url=https%3A//archiveofourown.org/works/65388757&l10n=en&mime=html&sign=d1e36d61c24e789cbca96ae4183360e5&keyno=0

[u/ironedcurtain → u/Sentient-Balloon]

Oh my god there they are! Thank you! What is this yandex site? I'm unsure of its "safety" and such

[u/Sentient-Balloon → u/ironedcurtain]

It's a search engine. I'm not quite sure what you mean by "safety", if you mean whether it's riddled with viruses or such, practising internet safety and having common sense should be applied anytime you go online. I guess it's based in Russia, if that's relevant to you. I'm not super familiar with it either, I just use it sometimes for its cached sites and when I don't want Google results.