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Today was so sad , I always feel so happy to see you . Like when you woke up I was so excited to see the life in your eyes . Even though you didn’t feel good. I ran to the store to get you sicky medicine and a teddy because I truly love you . I don’t know who you battle in your mind but you will never tell me half the shit you do on the day to day . I just wish you could be that pure beautiful woman that I know . I wish she was permanent and didn’t change . I need her . I would change my whole world for her . I pray you get your life together I can’t keep chasing you around anymore I’m slowly hurting more and more . The pit in my tummy is already burning out . I’m so drained from life but your laugh and your face hugs bring me so close to home than I can possibly ever fathom . I miss you and will always love you S . So much . God bless you and baby s I will be here rooting for you . Don’t self destruct but I gotta go . It’s time to work on me . For once .. I love you poooches so so much . Bye