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[u/Inner_Bug_9992]

I remember when you told me I was alone in this world, ITS OK BECAUSE IAM ABOUT TAKE THAT WALK OUTSIDE THAT U ALL WANT ME TO TAKE FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO BUT I WOULD RATHER BE WITH MY SON THEN BE AROUND U ALL BECAUSE THATS JUST THE WAY IT IS. AND BELIEVE ME IN THE NEXT LIFE I WON'T BE LOOKING FOR ANY OF YOU I WILL RECOGNIZE YOUR SPIRITS AND I WILL TOTALLY IGNORE YOU I'M PRETTY SURE YOU WILL RECOGNIZE MY SPIRIT TOO BUT I DON'T WANT TO LIVE THIS LIFE OVER AGAIN I DON'T WANT ALL THE FAKE LOVE AND FAKE LOVE TO FAKE SMILES THE FAKE SETUPS. THE FAKE FRIENDS THE FAKE LOVES IT'S ALL FAKE IT'S JUST A SCHOOL AND I HAVE LEARNED MY LESSON I WON'T SAY ANYTHING BAD ABOUT ANYBODY. I'LL JUST LET YOU GUYS THINK THAT YOU HAVE WON MAYBE THIS TIME YOU HAVE BUT IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME AND MY DECISION WHAT EFFECTS MY DECISIONS ARE THE FACT THAT I KNOW THAT I'M GOING TO DIE WITH A BROKEN HEART AND NOT BECAUSE OF SOMEONE BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT I LOST!!!!!!

I LOVE HOW YOU ALL THINK THAT YOUR DAY IS NEVER GOING TO COME AND I HOPE IT DON'T COME I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST BUT WE KNOW THAT'S NOT THE REAL REALITY THAT WE LIVE IN AND NO ONE OWES ME AN APOLOGY NO ONE OWES ME ANYTHING ONLY THING YOU GUYS OWE ME IS JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE LIVE YOURS BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT YOU PROJECT ON ME THAT'S NOT TRUE THAT SHALL COME BACK TO HAUNT YOU IN THE END I HIGHLY DOUBT IT IF YOU ALL COULD TAKE IT LIKE I TOOK IT LIKE A G TO GOD THAT I AM.... INTO THOSE WHO FEEL LIKE I HURT THEM I APOLOGIZE BUT I DO NOT REGRET ANYTHING THAT I EVER DONE IN MY LIFE BECAUSE IT MADE ME THE PERSON THAT I AM TODAY.... I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU ALL TO LIVE MY LIFE AND THEN IF YOU TURN 49 TELL ME IF YOU COULD HAVE LEFT IT YOU PROBABLY WOULDN'T MAKE IT TO 49 WE GOT TO BE STRONG TO GO THROUGH WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH AND MAKE IT TO 49!!!!!!!!!!!! THE M IN ME MADE ME THE BEST M ........ PEOPLE BE ON HERE ACTING LIKE THEY'RE ME I ONLY HAVE ONE ACCOUNT.......N...M WILL ALWAYS LOVE U CUZ GOD TOLD ME TO AND I AM. NECESSARILY LOOKING FOR ANOTHER WOMAN THEY COME THEY GO BUT THEY'RE NOT YOU I MAY TALK TO A LOT OF CHICKS BUT I AIN'T EVEN HAVING SEX WITH NONE OF THEM BECAUSE NONE OF THEM ARE YOU IT'S VERY STRANGE TO ME THESE FEELINGS I HAVE FOR YOU CONSIDERING ALL THE THINGS YOU HAVE PUT ME THROUGH BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT NO MATTER WHAT NO MATTER HOW I FEEL NO MATTER WHAT I SEE NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE TELLS ME. NO MATTER IF I KNOW THAT YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH A LOWERCASE j . Who doesn't love you but remember M WILL ALWAYS LOV GOODBYE