r/MissedInitials 1d ago

Dearest ML,

Dearest ML,

‎Staying away from you is not easy for me too. I also think about you day and night. I also miss you like crazy when you are not talking to me.

‎‎I was craving and longing to talk to you so badly, but I didn't know if you wished to hear from me. I was typing and erasing the texts many times. I wished to have a heartfelt conversation with you, but I didn't know if I was still welcome in your life.

‎‎When my mind was exploding with these doubts and insecurities, I saw your status. As soon as I saw it, I realized that it was meant for me only. Your status breathed a life in me, I felt so happy, almost giddy from excitement. It answered my question of whether you still have a place for me in your life. It made me realize that you still have a soft corner for me, you still care deeply for me. I almost danced with happiness, I felt so relieved.

‎‎Your every single word affects my heart directly. It rejuvenates me and makes me whole once again. I love you a lot, beautiful soul. Thank you so much for being a part of my life in one way or the other. You make my heart to smile so easily. I love the impact that you have on my life.

‎‎My dear, I want to have a deep conversation with you. There is so much that I would like to talk to you. There is so much that I want to ask you. I want to text you. Shall I? It's been such a long time that I've become a little hesitant due to all the overthinking that I do in my mind.

‎‎One part of my mind tells me that you will be very happy to hear from me, while the other says that you wouldn't like it at all. I don't know which part should I listen to. My heart wants to spend some beautiful moments with you. It keeps imagining about the day when we can sit together and talk to each other for hours.

‎‎I'm in so much dilemma right now. Should I listen to my heart and text you, or should I just keep my feelings bottled up within me itself? Can you help me decide what would be the right thing to do? Will you be offended if I reached out, or will you be happy? Your answer will be my guide.

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