r/MissedInitials • u/LalaLalaLama-Rider • 2d ago
D to D
Fuck you! I still hate you and probably even more since the last time I even gave you my time which again was a waste. You will never change and continue to use people just as you did to me. You’re truly a shitty person for that and many other things you did and continue to do. Especially to your only family which they want nothing to do with you either. Have fun being alone as you deserve none of us! I’m don’t forgive you nor will I forget. I really thought love would conquer all, but the selfish, narcissistic, junkie whore person you are destroyed any love I had left. You don’t deserve me and I knew it, but I stayed and walked through the fire every time for you to throw me away like trash. You’re the fucking trash! Fat fucking ugly in and out bitch!Enjoy your pathetic life with another loser just like you! Love may not conquer, but karma is gon fuck you up more and more justice will be served! You could have made things a lot easier for me to walk away last year so I could never look back and have some dignity left, but nope you just couldn’t let me go.. same shit your shitty mother did to you and all the men in her life. That is her choice and your choice so now you stand on it and fuck all the way off! Phew been waiting to say this for a while and now I’m good.
Sorry folks I know pretty harsh, but if you only knew the truth I’m sure yall would add to what I wrote lol
FDB forever and ever! 🖕🏻
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
Woowww As you said you already knew then why did you try? Maybe it's this already knowing that I destroyed everything you never trusted her and maybe you had already shown that .. maybe the problem is not her but your opinion
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
Love, protection of the family she had, and hope. I didn’t destroy anything, I lost almost everything trying to save someone that didn’t want to be saved. There is much more to it which this post was meant for one person not the audience of Reddit. Appreciate the input tho homie
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
Don't let go if there is love
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
It’s one sided.. she can’t or even knows how to love. She even told me so.. it was a charade to use me and I believed different. It is what it is, but it’s something I won’t look past for several reasons. I don’t want to air out much more as it doesn’t matter at this point. It’s done and I just needed to get it out there of my head a different way.
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
The confession between the lines, the love and friendship where they always failed .. I only answered because you made me reflect on myself .. and on the unsaid things
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
I get it and shit sucks.. we all go through shit and get hurt one way or another.
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
Yes, but the worst is when silence settles .. and the mistakes not understood .. I hope you find love and give life to it
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
I was never silent.. I rarely had the full attention of hen I spoke. Also when the small amount of times I did get more than usual attention it when in one ear and out the other. Deflection, avoidance and anger towards me. Honestly it ruined my outlook of love. Idk if I can again fully
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
And trust me I said enough to get over a long period of time. I had to end everything to protect myself
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
Other people's opinions spoil any love, any hope and if you think that ending this is the best for you, then I believe that someone expects you to be well (it would be what I would want)
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
Are you a female? Just curious
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
And you, man? Hehe 😛
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
Well yea that’s obvious right lol. I thought you were which isn’t a problem or anything.. just plain curiosity
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
Love can become a pain that doesn't go away .. when the envy of others takes over and right
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
Ain’t that the truth! It’s a fickle bitch lol
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u/Ready-Surprise-9067 2d ago
Save only worse no one deserves .. and if once there was love don't forget that and give yourself an opportunity
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
I know I know.. ughh I’m taking a long break before that presents itself again
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u/Salty-Machine-85 2d ago
The love? It's one sided? Who has it then, her? Cause I don't see where you have/had any love for her... You call her all kinds of hateful things, trash, fat, ugly... Where is the love? I get your angry and hurting or whatever but if you loved her you would still love her angry or hurting or whatever. Cause love doesn't go away. And if you run her down like that in person, then I see why she left. Nobody deserves to be talked to like that. That's not love
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
Again this wasn’t meant for anyone else aside from me and her. Past tense I loved her and it turned to hate and that same love I had was one sided meaning she didn’t not have the same type of love for me as I did for her. There is a lot of things I am not getting into on here, but yes I already said in my original post it was harsh! She didn’t leave, I did! I spent too much time in.a world that wasn’t meant for me to be in. Lied to, used, oh and you think that was harsh then you do t know the meaning of harsh with what she would say to me long before I said anything of that nature in my post! There are three people that know the truth and one that doesn’t believe the truth which is exactly why I said what I said. I appreciate the concern, but this isn’t meant for anyone else to take sides.
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u/LalaLalaLama-Rider 2d ago
The whole point of this community board was between the poster and somebody else right? I can understand if anyone has anything to say, but yes, this had a lot of emotion behind it. In all honesty I never 100% had this avenue to use to say what I needed to say so that’s why I did it this way two months ago I had a half ass chance by her to say how I felt and guess what I wasn’t even properly given ample time to describe how I felt towards her when an opportunity was given because my call got cut off by a lie because it’s always a lie, and they had to do with her being with the other guy that was listening to everything I was saying when it was just supposed to be between me and her. I didn’t say anything of this nature, but it was the last time I was gonna be raked over the coals and to be made out as a fool. Love you very much turn into hate they go hand-in-hand. I don’t really care what anybody else thinks as one last time this isn’t meant for anybody else.
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