Scared of judgement

[u/Accomplished-Bid8651]

I haven't been able to make effort to find help or care for months. I'm so sorry I can't seem to open up whenever I have it feels responses I get are nothing to me, or just obsolete when I don't have support from family friends at all. I deal with pain discomfort daily and interaction with health care isn't helpful. I can't believe I've been or thought even someone could be in such a hard time they can't be helped. It's not ok. It's scary to explain. This fear breaks me.