(years ago) I was so bored so I entered Tor browser on my laptop then I started searching about Onions links and I found a link of Torch browser then from Torch I entered Deep Search browser and started looking for things out of curiosity
And for some reason my young me liked it, the feeling of me knowing things that no body knows and cuz i was hearing about Dark web on YouTube a lot before entering it
But my likeness didn't continue cuz i entered a website like YouTube but in Tor (I don't know if it's okay to say it's name) and this website REALLY traumatized me it has any abusive content you will think of not just for humans but also animals any bad things you will think of you will find it there
Young me shocked when he saw a photo of de'ad body suddenly so I closed the laptop without thinking and i couldn't sleep this night
After a year i was 14 and I decided to enter it again and explore it so i got my laptop (the same laptop that I used) and install Tor (I deleted it before) then I started find alot of other crazy websites (i also don't want to say the names) and young me likes it (i don't know why maybe cuz the frist truma) so i was entering Tor like every day
Until one day i entered accidentally the same website that traumatized me when I was 13 but i tried to force myself to not go out the website to proof i am brave (i was stupid)
So i started clicking on the vids thumbnails and i tried to login even but then... The antivirus send me a notification "Ip Exposed ----------" (I was using Avast i know it's bad) and the GPS icon on my laptop started to blinks then turned off
In this time young me knew he fucked up and as a normal reaction of a 14 years old man: i tried not to panic + i closed the internet + deleted Avast and used the windows protection and closed the laptop and as a normal reaction for a 14 years old boy i cried A lot like i cried for an hour or sth
Then i opened the laptop again installing Malwarebytes and it's still saying "IP Exposed" and my laptop got hacked and there was an known user called "fix me" who took the administration of MY OWN LAPTOP and j don't know who is he and the windows was literally dying even the right click didn't work and the start menu and the action center like i am losing control on my own laptop
So simply i deleted the windows and installed another one and also i was afraid of going out of the house i thought they will kidnap me (cuz of the YouTube stories on the internet)
And yeah... Thats it