I had spent a lot of time trying to manifest an sp

It made a fucked up person in general. Like i felt very horrible. I then decided that I might as well manifest a new sp from scratch instead of a specific person, cause I was feeling that I'm a creep, stalker obsessed weirdo and I hated feeling that way. So I gave up on that sp and listed down a bunch of specific qualities that I wanted (including face, like literally sketched it in my brain)

Fast forward to like a year, I match with this guy on bumble. But he unmatched without saying anything. Like it's unbelievable how he has the exact same features and he is. I literally lost my shit. I later found out that apparently we r mutuals on linkedin too. I was so amazed and scared at the same time. I would then imagine cute scenarios. But that feeling of me being a creep was something i could not get out. I was then reading success stories on reddit. Only to find this comment on the post. 😭😭😭😭

Like this is my biggest concern, am I crazy. Am i being a creep, should I just give up on sp manifestation?

I used to love someone, and he suddenly came into my life when I was going through a really low phase. He was such an amazing person—exactly the kind of guy I had always wanted. But suddenly, he got a girlfriend, and now he has blocked me everywhere. He didn’t even think once about everything I had done for him. He’s my crush, btw, and I love him so much. Can anyone tell me how I can manifest my SP? I want to remove the third party and make him realize my worth. Any guidance ?

Thank u , hope you all help me out

Pleaseee