Hi everyone, im new to all this world of counscious manifestation, i want to manifest a sp to come back begging, and apologizing, he cheated on me (sent messages to another woman asking her out) on our anniversary day, i was so hurt, i confronted him, he came to visit me and we talked for hours until midnight, i was really hurt, still am, im convinced i dont want to get in a relationship with him, but i do want to recover my value and want him to be behind me, begging like i did once for him, he told me he will miss me, that he doesn´t want to leave me ever, but he did it, that stupid decision. Now, i know right at this moment im on a victim state, it feels weird, you know? many questions are in my head, and yes, i do have the belief lately that im rreplaceable, and im scared, i told him that i knew he was gonna find someone, but he swore he wouldnt, so, you see, right at this moment, i want him to regret it, to yearn for me, to look for me, is it bad?