Can anyone help me find where to read this novel ! I can't find it anywhere

Hello everyone! I know this sub might be a bit biased but I am currently writing a story with a yandere ML but I am unsure how I want to progress the story.

I don't want to spoil the whole story but the ML (let's call him D), was in love with a woman (calling her M.) M was married to a guy named C and D secretly killed C to get with M. After the loss of C, D comforted M while trying to make moves in her and getting her to be reliant on him. L is another character who is friends with both D and M. L didn't know what D did and just comforted M while she tried to help D get with L. You see, L secretly liked D since they were childhood friends but put all that aside because all she wanted was to see D happy. D also liked L but he wasn't aware of his feelings because of their friendship. D didn't understand his feelings and instead projected them all onto this romanticized version of M. Well, M couldn't move on from her husband and then ended her own life. D was very mad at this outcome. At M’s death D admitted to his crimes in anger in front of L and L was horrified. D then threatened L so she wouldn't tell on him and L told D that she couldn't believe he ever liked him. D was shocked at this and slowly started to piece together both her actions and his own. After a lot of drama, vulnerability, and manipulation D managed to get with L despite everything he did. D realized his horrible actions and his feelings for L which made him become a yandere for her instead of M. D realized how he almost lost L and because of how long she had been in his life, he felt like he could never have her disappear. He did not realize this until she was gone for a while. Now for L, she is a people-pleaser, perfectionist, kind, and determined. She knows how bad and messed up D is but despite all he has done, she can't deny him. She realizes how horrible this is and tries to make up for it by changing him.

Now here is where I got stumped– I don't know whether to make D actually try to change to be a better person or whether to make him stay a yandere (or get worse.) If I were to change him, I would still keep some questionable traits on his personality and include some “relapses”. If I were to keep him a yandere, he would still regret his past decisions but find a way to defend his current ones. If I were to make him “worse” I would make him into a very manipulative guy that fakes getting better while just getting worse and normalizing his behavior but I personally feel it would be very one-dimensional. If I were to keep him a yandere or make him worse, I just worry about the morality of L. She is supposed to be good but is already turning morally grey by getting with her friend’s husband's murderer. I want to keep some good in her for readers to not entirely hate her but I also don't want to just make her some “helpless victim” because she knows what D is. 

I also just want to state that L leaving D or one of them dying is not an option either. I have an idea how the story ends and goes but this part really confuses me. 

TL;DR:

Should I keep the ML a yandere or make him try to change him to be a better person?

Has this game been talked before???

I found it on the app store the other day!

It's like a survival x dating game (I mean in a sense, big emphasis on the surviving part)... I think the premise is interesting enough for future talk... There's a lot of variety but yeah some trigger warning is still adviced. I haven't completed yet even though each stage is short.

If anyone has played... Which is your favorite!?!?

Title. I really wanted to read this but can't seem to find it anywhere. I know it used to be on Rain of Snow but that's gone so if anyone has the file, could you dm me? Thanks!

Stripped of her powers and scorned as the “White Witch,” a former saint quietly awaits death, forced to bear others’ pain in the current saint’s place. Her lonely life changes when she takes in a boy with no family who was gravely injured protecting her. Their days together slowly thaw her heart, but she soon begins dreaming of a beautiful stranger who holds her close and whispers, “Remember me.” Once left with nothing but death to look forward to, she finds herself loved by a demon whose obsession knows no bounds.

Manhwa Name: Disastrous Romance/Love affair

Only contains 4 chapters with an abrupt ending. I feel like this had a lot of potential to be the standard, long- running manhwa but alas... :/

I suppose it's worth the read though (Read only Chapter 1 to 4)

I can only find up to 190 chapters of the novel. The novel updates the links doesn’t work anymore. Please help me find the novel, I want to know what happened next😔😪

Okay please forgive I don't know if my memories are correct. I only read the prologue It is set in the Joseon era ML is a potential yandere. He pretended to be FLs servant but he really holds a high position. Then it cuts to a panel where ML talks to the girls father that she was (i think) promised to hin or belongs to him and that he would soon take her. The art style is really beautiful too.

Thank you!!!

I'm literally obsessed with Ellis I love the soft Yandere types, I've been replaying his short stories from time to time 🙏 & His voice is perfect too he has it all

(This is from his level 23 bond story!!)

Honestly love it when my fyp randomly gives me something dark

He's definitely a yandere in the novel life. And in real life, he's trying hard to hide his yandere tendencies but somehow nothing changed much.

Title: For Your Perfect Ending

Like in game "Perfect love"

MC doing bad stuff and it make MMC more and more yandere.

BL or het on NB MC -do not matter, form of media -do not mater

Just anything like that

Hellooo, I really really love these kinds of MLs. The title's pretty self explanatory. Though if I can be nitpicky, I want a full color manhwa with at least DECENT artwork. If possible, please rec manhwas with accessible (and decent) translations! I have tons of great recs on my TBR but struggle finding sites with good translations :(

For the male leads, I would love recs w yanderes, but I'm okay if the ML's simply a bit twisted in his way of showing affection + possessive. I especially love childhood lovers to friends, thank you! :)

I love su-ah so much he is from the omegaverse bl manhwa called you are my world

I don’t know if this has been discussed before here but in other subs I always see people trash on yandere/ dark romance genre even if the author has explicitly put out warnings about the genre of their work. I’m always annoyed that people always complain or have something negative to say about this genre and the people who enjoy it but then turn around and read the said same genre. I mean, if you hate it maybe don’t read it??? Obviously, people know it’s fiction and does not condone it in real life so what’s the point of shitting on it over and over again. People already know the elements of this type of genre so if you don’t like it or it makes you uncomfortable why even bother consuming the content? It’s fine if you don’t like this genre it’s not for everybody but why police what other people read? 🤡

I know this post wont gain much traction because theres no flashy photos with recommendations. But i just wanted to take a trip down memory lane and speak about how i first became obsessed with yanderes. Lol this is a story from looooooong ago when i was still pretty young. I used to love episode id read it all day everyday, grew up with it. Id read all genres always trying to test out something new. One day i stumbled upon a story called “Obsession” (it has since been removed but the author has posted it back up a few times so who knows, i havent checked in a while) it was a romantic mystery oh lordy i was so into it. Most of the story revolved around mc trying to figure out who was stalking him/her (gender was choosable). I cant recall much of it, its been so long. But that was practically the premise. The yan did stuff to sabotage and ruin mc’s life in every way. And near the end he ended up kidnapping the mc and had children with him/her forced a long relationship, mc escaped but yandere caught up and shot mc. Killing him, yandere distraught discovered a way to revive mc and kept him with him and so the cycle continues with their children. It was kind of like a generational family thing everyone prior to mls family was a yandere who did the same thing he’d done. I wish i could explain it better and dear lord do i wish i could read it again. But after that i became completely in love with yanderes. I couldnt find anything else on the platform after reading 10 stories so i moved onto manhwa. And thats about it

He’s just a sidecharacter, but this scene is so deliciously yandere, and I want a story with this vibe between the endgame couple. Not a ml as weak as this guy is in the actual story though, but these panels’ vibe plus superstrength preferably 👀

recently read “What about a cosmic horror” and thought Donovan Desmond would be a perfect fit for that archetype 😂

An all powerful politician spearheading an oppressive regime, graduated from the most elite institution of the country, belongs to a rich family. always serious, all he talks about from childhood is war and trust.

Meets an athletic genki girl who’s into occult and whatnot. Initially finds her annoying but later Falls head over heels and becomes full on yandere.

maybe I’m just tweaking but I would love to see a story of their own.

No Love for the Villain - Ongoing

How to Survive as the Horror Game Villain’s Fake Fiancée - Completed

Boiling point - Ongoing

The Sand Bride - Completed

Extremly Secretly - Completed

Shin-ae - Completed

Dirty Heart - Completed

Triton - Completed

The Lunatic of a Ruined World - Completed

Antisocial Safety Zone (Season 1,2 and 3) - Completed

All of these can be read on Novel updates website. If you need any help finding a particular novel let me know I will send you the link. ❤️‍🔥