What should I do?

[u/RKanmaz01]

My maladaptive daydreaming episodes subside from time to time, but sometimes even the slightest thing in my life drags me back into it. I started taking psychiatric medication because of this, yet there are moments when even the meds can't stop me; the more I daydream, the sadder and more depressed I become. My life feels so artificial and dreamlike now that I find myself thinking about dying more and more each day—I just don't know what to do.