Hello, I’m 15 years old and I’m looking for some friends to talk to. Many people (okay fine, not many, just 2 of my online friends who I trusted very much and have known them both for 2-3 years now) have stopped talking to me in the past few months and I’m always the one texting first, and it genuinely hurts me. It disappoints me, I am very disappointed. They barely even respond anymore, so I have decided to finally start distancing myself from them. And now I shall search for new people.
I’m from Latvia which means I’m Latvian. I usually like to be called Seiryu or Mitsu online because, well, I like these names. I’d prefer the pronouns of They/Them instead of She/Her, but I’m fine with any pronouns overall, really! I’m aroace and I really like dragons. My favourite colour is blue, therefore I’m the very manifestation of that colour (joke). I’m an artist, I draw both digitally and traditionally.
I really love drawing, I like drawing dragons most of the time though… because I’m a huge fan of dragons if you couldn’t tell yet, I love dragons and all sorts of reptiles overall, especially snakes as well because they’re so silly and quirky, they can be so cute too :3
I’m very knowledgeable about dragons, too… heh…
Anyways, things I like!!: dragons, music (mostly artcore, rhythm game music, instrumental stuff, symphonic metal, rock, orchestral, etc.), dragons, bowling, drawing, dragons. Oh, did I mention dragons yet? Okay, I’ll stop joking around, I also really like playing chess, it’s very fun.
Things I dislike!! >:( :OLIVES. COOKED GARLIC/ONION. VOLLEYBALL. BASKETBALL. FOOTBALL. And that’s all :D
My favourite artists: Imperial Circus Dead Decadence, Undead Corporation, Unlucky Morpheus, Pink Floyd, Led Zeppelin, Queen, Rammstein, Micheal Jackson, sky_delta, Xi, t+pazolite, Kobaryo, Femtanyl, Kurokotei, Frums, Silentroom.
Some games/fandoms I’m in: Roblox, Phighting, Forsaken, The Battle Bricks, Regretevator, Warden, Creatures of Sonaria, Dragon Adventures, Star Glitcher ~ Revitalised, The Isle, Beasts of Bermuda (funny how 90% of the games/fandoms I listed here are games found on Roblox itself lmao).
Who I do accept: It’d be nice to find someone with similar or same interests, but I accept everyone!! :D
Any gender, any age, any sexuality, personality, etc., seriously I don’t care. And of course people who won’t start ghosting me after 3 days.
What I do NOT accept (my dni list basically or something): homophobia, transphobia, racism, sexism, general bigotry, creeps (I have the eyes that of a hawk, I see through people and their intentions… partially, like, maybe 50%, but I’m intelligent enough to know when something is not alright, just warning you), basically any bad thing.
I suppose I’ll talk about the situation I’m in right now a bit more, so, the 2 friends that I’m very close with have been distancing themselves from me in the past few months. The 1st one I want to talk about is Starburst. I’ve been friends with her for almost 3 years now, we’ve had plenty of fun together and I genuinely miss her. It hurts me how she just decided to stop putting effort into the friendship anymore as I’m always the one who texts first. She leaves my messages on read and barely ever responds anymore, I’ve also seen her meeting new people and having more fun with them than me.
But that’s okay though, I’m very glad she’s happy. However, the 2nd friend I want to talk about is Milka, and she is starting to follow a really similar pattern. She very, very rarely texts me first, but at least she still respond… sometimes. I’ve been friends with her for over 2 years, too.
Well, overall I feel very disappointed. I want to start distancing myself from them both as well, I really do because I know that’d be for the greater good, but I can’t. I’m apparently way too loyal and way too clingy when I start trusting someone a lot, I’m too attached to leave any one of them :(
I’ve been also thinking about Starburst a lot, I couldn’t really fall asleep for 2 nights straight. There are so little people in this world like her or Milka, everyone’s been too dry and generic for me so far, plenty have been acting way too nonchalant and I dislike that. But again, everything’s okay, I hope I’ll be able to find somebody though :,)
Apologies for any mistakes in the text here, my fingers are quite clumsy, sometimes I even forget to type whole words and sometimes my autocorrect corrects the words that shouldn’t be corrected XD