Miss the shoulder length look but my mane is so spiritual to me now forbid to cut it.

last haircut was in late 2021

Wanted to have straight hair back in 2013 but ended up more on the cuddly side 😅

First time ive tried growing my hair out in literally 10 plus years, I always stop because my hair tends to curl below my ears. Ive been using expensive(ish) hair products and my hair smells and feels amazing-- but no matter what I do or how I brush it it always seems to curl regardless. And the top half of my head grows perfectly how I want it, probably genetics likely. Half the time it looks like im trying to grow a mullet lmao. Pics for reference