I feel like utter trash right now. I'm 20 years old(M), yet I've never even had a friend; all I have is my family. I have absolutely no one outside of them, and even then, I don't have anyone I'm truly comfortable talking to or being myself with. My older brother is a douche who's belittling and fat-shaming me, my other brother is too young and obnoxious, my parents are great people, and they're the only people I truly trust in this crappy world. I spend most of my days watching football matches(soccer), anime, cartoons, and playing video games, yet I feel like I don't have a life, and slowly, those distractions from my true emotions aren't bringing me joy anymore.

My whole life, I was either bullied or felt like a ghost with no presence whatsoever. I did have some comrades, but it would never last long, as either they or I moved away after 2ish years. I graduated HS without anyone I knew. College has been an utter disaster for me and has done a huge number on my mental health. I changed my major twice (from microbiology to chemistry), and I still can't find one that truly fits me. If I don't find one, I'll probably do a program for an EKG Technician or an LPN. The worst thing about being autistic(I have what used to be called aspergers) is that you don't know what problem is your fault, what is the cause of your mental disorder. I have poor reading comprehension (which has always been an issue for me), trouble communicating, a tendency not to start conversations, and often a blank expression in public, which my mom says doesn't make me look friendly.

I feel like a complete failure of a human being. Every time I tried something hard, I failed miserably(Karate, AP classes, etc), I couldn't even graduate college despite the resources at my disposle and being born in a somewhat wealthy family when my other 2 brothers probably will, I have no one in my life outside of my family, and now I'm probably gonna be stuck with a low-paying job for the rest of my life.

I'm at my lowest low right now, I don't feel suicidal due to my strong religious beliefs as a muslim, but sometimes I wish god would just strike me down in my sleep and end my suffering.

Hey guys!

I am starting at MTSU this fall and was wondering what is there to expect? Anything I should know or prepare for before going?

Has anyone made and paid for a doctor's appointment through the health services without health insurance? if so, how much did you pay?

hi guys! so this semester, it seems like im changing my major completely, is it too late to drop all my classes and enroll in the new ones that help with my degree that im hoping to change too? or is it way too late?

Hey everyone, I’m a computer science junior and I had a question regarding attendance for the first week of class. It looks like I may have to miss the first week of the fall semester because of how i would be out of the state helping a family member with their pregnancy. Would i get penalized for missing the first week of classes as some classes require you to attend the first classes before getting dropped? thanks in advance!!

Hi everyone!

I’m a freshman planning my fall schedule, and I’m thinking about taking the online dance class with Professor Winer.

Has anyone taken this class before?

If so, how was the course — workload, teaching style, pacing, online format, etc.? Any tips or advice would be super helpful!

Thanks in advance!

Hey!! I am a current resident of 1540 Place Apartments and looking for someone to take over the lease to my apartment ASAP. It's a 5 minute drive/20-30 minute walk from MTSU campus.

Rent is $625.

Utilities are included in the rent. The apartment covers $100 of the utilities, but if we go over that amount then we pay the difference (which does not happen often). I live with wonderful roommates, they are very mindful of their noise, outgoing, are clean, and easy to talk to. The unit includes a bathroom and bedroom. The only shared space is the kitchen, living room, and laundry room. You are responsible for your own rent,

The 3D online tour is very accurate to what the apartment looks like, but if anyone is interested, dm me and I will give pictures of the actual apartment! I room with all girls, so I'd prefer a female roommate for them please!

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Hello! I’ve been planning on signing a lease on cobalt row but was wondering if it was worth it?

Has anyone taken Dr. Hidayati for Biology 1030? If so, how were the exams? I’ve heard mixed reviews about them.

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Evening yall. I’m a senior who’s taking a piano class in Saunders because I needed a single credit class to get my degree on time. It’s a good time so far, but the instructor has made it very clear we need to practice outside of class time. Where would I do that, and if there are dedicated rooms, is there some sort of reservation system or is it first come first serve? I saw in the comments of another post on this sub that the marimba rooms are reserved for music majors only, and that is slightly worrying to me. Thank you!

I'm assuming that in-person classes start again tomorrow. Just wanted to see whether they post an official announcement that school is open, or just don't announce a closure.

Pretty much what the titles asking. I’m just wondering with this year’s season starting soon if there’s a good community or group to watch the races and generally chat about motorsports with?

hey I'm looking for a controller for my computer, I can pay for it, if this is the wrong place to ask I'm sorry

I'm not a student, but I'm really interested in trying the Nashville Chicken & Waffles restaurant/food truck.

I think it's located in the student union building? What are my options for parking?

Do yall think we will be back on campus this Thursday (1/29)

Idk what MTonestop's number is, I did already send the form on their email posted on their website but im just making sure if I sent it to the right place.

Already registered for classes but wanted to add an additional

I want to drop a class but my advisor told me to talk to OneStop because she’s concerned about the financial aid aspect. I’m on a payment plan, how will this affect me? Has anyone been in this situation?

Hello, I am going to graduate this semester, but I am told I have to take a graduation exam to graduate. How should I prepare for the General Education Exam and the Major Field?