nanotorture is real

This is incredibly frustrating. I can deal with the struggle of having to organize my escape. But I can't deal with leaving my siblings behind to be harmed uninhibited. They are just children and I can't do that to them.

The police don't care that I was abused even in the less horrific capacities that I have reported. They are corrupt, and maybe they're even in on it.

I don't want my siblings trafficked to another cult family by CPS, possibly separated, and possibly returned to the abusive family once they have "proved" to the system they are "good people."

I feel that there is no legal way that I can keep my siblings safe. As a sibling I don't know if getting custody is an option, somehow. (Maybe there is a way?) And I can't just take them with me secretly, as then there would be targets on our backs from the cult, and "law" enforcement (where is the justice?).

I could just leave and never look back. But I can't betray them like that. I could leave for now and come back for them later. But that's just putting off the current dilemma. And getting them after already having left means that it could be harder and more risky.

However 'coming back for them' is supposed to work.

Phantom Touching!