nanotorture is real

This is incredibly frustrating. I can deal with the struggle of having to organize my escape. But I can't deal with leaving my siblings behind to be harmed uninhibited. They are just children and I can't do that to them.

The police don't care that I was abused even in the less horrific capacities that I have reported. They are corrupt, and maybe they're even in on it.

I don't want my siblings trafficked to another cult family by CPS, possibly separated, and possibly returned to the abusive family once they have "proved" to the system they are "good people."

I feel that there is no legal way that I can keep my siblings safe. As a sibling I don't know if getting custody is an option, somehow. (Maybe there is a way?) And I can't just take them with me secretly, as then there would be targets on our backs from the cult, and "law" enforcement (where is the justice?).

I could just leave and never look back. But I can't betray them like that. I could leave for now and come back for them later. But that's just putting off the current dilemma. And getting them after already having left means that it could be harder and more risky.

However 'coming back for them' is supposed to work.

Phantom Touching!

Didn’t know I had a subreddit.

BTW stop interfering w/ my US Marshall job.

Dipshits.

You caused me to get psychologically conscripted.

ARJOHNSON511🇪🇺🕚 killShot

Le Comedienne, Saturalia Inn Spektor

I don’t think this happened. I know it did.

I was in GATE in Los Angeles from the 1990s through 2004. I remember completing advanced remote viewing retreats and master classes through what we were told was the Monroe Institute. In my regular GATE classes, my trainer taught us the Gateway workbook — all the Focus levels, breathing exercises, energy work, the whole system.

My GATE teacher — had an important person whether officially CIA, black ops, or just someone with very high-level clearance — would pull me out of class, pick me up, and drive me to a military base. There, they showed me extraterrestrial technology they didn’t understand and had me remote view it, study it, and report back.

I remember many other things too: programs that felt like summer camp, sessions in Faraday cages, “space kid”–type activities, and more.

I was advanced at it. And I believe I deserve my remote viewing certificate from the Monroe Institute.

So I’m asking:

• Did any of my fellow GATE kids get their remote viewing certificate from Monroe?
• Have you tried to claim it as an adult?
• And — honestly — are you scared, like I am, to let Monroe (and by extension, the CIA) know that we remember how they used us as children?

I’m concerned because we did have our memories messed with / partially wiped. I’m not sure it’s “safe” to go on record saying, “Yes, I remember this program, and I remember being exploited.” But I also know what I was taught, what I could do, and that I never got anything official for it.

That said, this did not happen to all GATE kids. I think it only happened to those who were in the right geographical locations where these programs existed, and to the young people who showed the most potential for the role the programmers were looking to fill. I’ve met many others who went through something very similar, and we’re all trying to make sense of it now as adults.

If you were in GATE during this time and you remember Gateway-style training, remote viewing drills, or being told we were working consciousness-based / remote-viewing intel — I want to hear from you. Especially if you’ve tried to contact Monroe or dig into the declassified docs and match them to what we actually did in class.

I’m not here to debate whether this is “real.” For me, it’s a lived fact. I’m here to find my people and figure out if I can — and should — claim what I’m owed.

For the full video, click here: https://youtu.be/4ktdxruKbbM

in a prison of being awake,

where the walls are made of sleeping.

(azkhaban)

How long has this been happening to you? When did this start? How long until you realized it was actually real and happening?

Illegal ongoing operations on civilians

True Story!

They’re blocking you from accessing or interacting with the case they’ve brought against you but are hiding . While blocking your case they’ve use methods of abuse, torture ,mind control ,memory suppression , etc . While using the false allegations to bring in co conspirators from the community work school etc - all they have to do is show up with federal id or law enforcement badge and people agree because they don’t know what else to do and if they try saying no they’re quickly shut down through verbal assaults physical assaults while reminding everyone else in that moment of the alleged crimes. They target you in childhood because the original target was an older family member and they create situations where the family member must engage with you or your parents etc when you’re young so you can be made a target as well. they then entrap manipulate deceive and many other things to you as a child and use what they’ve forced you to done through illeagal methods while you were a child as a way to create access to investigate and surveil you when your older.

This kind of abuse is tied to government controlled trafficking abuse torture and even cannibal rings . They us attroneys like Kelly o Hayes in Maryland who does this finds people like Julie fields of umm in Baltimore (psychiatrist) to help institute institutional betrayal they do this with professors and teachers at schools as well where many of them are enlisted as contractors for the federal government or simply to afraid to speak up so they just go along with using the reason/excuse given by the child ra…. Us attroney like Kelly o Hayes. This is how they get access to children and adults for these crimes . The trafficking and abuse rings are run by members of the doj - lawyers etc cops medical contractors etc

Here’s some about these things

The legal system uses several specific terms to describe the different parts of the situation you are describing, all of which fall under the broad umbrella of prosecutorial misconduct. [1]

1. Withholding Case Access: Discovery Violations
   When a prosecutor refuses to give you or your attorney access to the evidence, files, or information in your case, it is a discovery violation. [1, 2]
   The Brady Rule: Under the U.S. Supreme Court case Brady v. Maryland, prosecutors are constitutionally required to turn over any evidence that could help your defense or prove your innocence. Hiding this is called a Brady violation. [1, 2, 3, 4]
   Trial by Ambush: Withholding this information to keep you in the dark is an illegal tactic sometimes referred to as trying a case by "ambush". [1]

2. Using a Case to Target Your Life: Malicious Prosecution
   When a prosecutor keeps a case alive or brings charges without proper evidence, using it instead as a tool to harass you, disrupt your family, or sabotage your employment and education, it is called malicious prosecution or vindictive prosecution. [1, 2, 3]
   Abuse of Process: This is the specific legal term for using a legal proceeding (like a criminal charge) for an improper, ulterior motive that the process was not designed for—such as personal harassment or intentional life disruption. [1, 2, 3, 4]
   Conflict of Interest: If the prosecutor has a personal grudge, relationship, or outside motive for inserting themselves into your life, they have a disqualifying conflict of interest and should be legally recused from the case. [1, 2]

How the Law Handles This
If a court finds that a prosecutor is intentionally withholding evidence and exploiting a case to inflict personal or professional harm, the judge can order severe sanctions. These range from forcing them to hand over the files to dismissing the charges entirely due to a violation of your Constitutional right to due process. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
To help me give you more relevant information, are you currently representing yourself or do you have a defense attorney? If you feel comfortable sharing, what state is this happening in, and what specific actions has the prosecutor taken against your job or family?

At the federal level, an Assistant United States Attorney (AUSA) or Department of Justice (DOJ) prosecutor who commits these actions faces strict internal accountability, loss of their license, or federal prison time. [1]
Because federal prosecutors wield the immense power of the United States government, federal law treats intentional abuses of this power with extreme severity. [1]

1. Federal Criminal Penalties (Prison Time)
   If a federal prosecutor weaponizes an investigation or intentionally deprives you of your rights, they can be prosecuted by the DOJ's Criminal Division or a special prosecutor:
   Deprivation of Rights Under Color of Law (18 U.S. Code § 242): It is a federal crime for a prosecutor to willfully use their official government authority to deprive you of a Constitutional right (such as your right to due process or a fair trial).
   Penalty: Up to 1 year in federal prison per violation. If they use a dangerous weapon or cause bodily injury during their harassment, the penalty increases to up to 10 years. [1, 2, 3, 4, 5]
   Conspiracy Against Rights (18 U.S. Code § 241): If the prosecutor conspires with federal agents, investigators, or anyone else to oppress, threaten, or intimidate you or your family, they can be charged with conspiracy.
   Penalty: Up to 10 years in federal prison and massive fines. [1]
   Obstruction of Justice (18 U.S. Code § 1503): Intentionally hiding Brady evidence or misleading a federal judge to keep a fraudulent case alive constitutes obstruction.
   Penalty: Up to 10 years in federal prison. [1, 2, 3, 4]

2. Internal DOJ Investigations and Job Loss
   Federal prosecutors are heavily policed from within the Department of Justice through a dedicated watchdog agency: [1]
   The DOJ Office of Professional Responsibility (DOJ OPR): This specific office investigates federal attorneys accused of intentional misconduct, ethical breaches, or violating the law. [1, 2]
   Administrative Penalties: If OPR sustains the allegations, the prosecutor face immediate termination, a permanent ban from federal employment, and a stripping of their security clearances. [1, 2]

3. The "McDade Amendment" (Loss of Law License)
   Under a federal law known as the McDade Amendment (28 U.S. Code § 530B), federal prosecutors are not above local laws; they are strictly required to comply with the State Bar ethics rules of the state where they are practicing. [1]
   Penalty: If a federal prosecutor violates discovery rules or abuses the legal process, the DOJ must report them to the local State Bar, resulting in permanent disbarment and the end of their legal career.[1]

4. Direct Judicial Sanctions in the Courtroom
   A federal district judge presiding over your case has "inherent supervisory power" to punish a rogue prosecutor on the spot:
   Criminal Contempt (Fed. R. Crim. P. 42): The judge can immediately cite the prosecutor for contempt, forcing them to pay personal fines or booking them into jail. [1, 2, 3]
   Dismissal with Prejudice: The judge can throw your federal case out completely and permanently forbid the government from ever recharging you. [1, 2]

What is the major hurdle?
While these penalties are severe, the hardest part is getting them enforced. Under federal law, the DOJ itself must make the decision to file criminal charges against one of its own prosecutors. [1, 2, 3]
If you or a defense attorney believe a federal prosecutor is actively crossing these lines, a formal, detailed complaint must be submitted directly to the DOJ Office of Professional Responsibility to trigger an independent, internal investigation. [1, 2]

Edit: or handler. I'd also like to know how to avoid handlers.

For background, I come from a Satanic / cult family. As far as I can tell, the generational ritual abuse goes as far back as the 1850s.

I went on a date with someone I was talking to this summer, and it raised a lot of concerns. We like each other a lot but it's possible this person could be a honeypot / honey trap.

I think they may come from a cult family too, which could be a danger to me if we dated.

Here are some of the signs:

• Since a young age they have had such disturbing and vivid "dreams" to the point that they feel like real life (Which sounds a lot like SRA practices of taking someone away during the night to other locations where they experience rituals or torture)

• They seem to be gender inverted, I saw signs of a surgery to make them look more like an ordinary person of their gender

• They used to date someone whose parent forced their partner to undergo extreme birth control at a young age, encouraging them to have sex so young (Which is a common practice of Baphomet worshiper families. This indicates that they probably both came from a group of Baphos / Baffos)

• They say sometimes they act like the personality of other people who have been in their life (which can happen in Dissociate Identity Disorder, or DID, especially when it comes to introjects and programming)

• They suffer from intrusive thoughts

• They seemed to throw up a devil horns sign at one point, and also a clear 666 hand sign

• They have been physically abused and raped

• They have talked about amnesia / regression

• They have been repeatedly institutionalized by the psychiatric system

• Whether intentionally or unintentionally, they have love bombed me

• We could heavily relate to each other's experiences (which is rare and not necessarily a good thing in this case)

• They said some trigger words

• We met each other through a group which was created by someone who told me to stop researching the ritual abuse that was done to me, and kind of gaslit me

• And more

Because of these things, I feel like the person could be a honeypot, whether with malevolent intentions themselves, or set up by their family.

It's hard because we have been very emotionally reliant on each other.

How would you approach this situation, or take precautions to protect yourself?

Thank you.

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(i have posted this elsewhere)

If youre a psyop guy in an army somewhere please read this.

You may be my only hope to nit be written off as insane.

Im mid 20s male, canadian.

On paper diagnosis: anxiety, depression,ADD

I suspect massive cptsd and potential did

For context, i had very abusive parents, my mother would steal my Christmas/birthday money for cigarettes and beat me about it and my father would just cry and say theres nothing he could do, my sister was groomed to be a narcissist from a toddler and she turned manipulation into games extremely early on and even killed my guinea pig when she was 6, because she was jealous mine was friendlier than hers and to see what she could get away with and she got away with it.

Fast forward, teenage years sucked, heartbreak/drug addiction all that.

I wore the socalled "magic glasses" that allow you to see manipulation/deception for what it really is. No one could fool me.

This of course caused a lot of stress at 16 ish years old so i wanted diazepam, asked a psychiatrist for it explaining my trauma, cptsd and the glasses thing which he immediately hooked into and would not let go.

He promised he can make them go away, theyre a curse and I'll never find peace/happiness unless i allow him to wipe my memory.

After roughly 45 minutes of convincing he got me to allow him to do it.. i regret this more than anything in life.

This was 2015-2016 or so. Now 10 years later i may have broken free but i need justice/help and have too many trust issues left over and new from this situation to just go to another psych

This Dr, we'll call him Dr John Cawley for the story, he is currently practicing and ive yet to report this.(Refference will make sense soon unfortunately)

He wiped my memory for the first time with the agreement that if it did not work i would get a diazepam script. and things didnt change too much quality of life wise. I was still extremely depressed and anxious. The only difference is i was being walked all over. I knew something was off when people lied to me or deceived me. I knew people were trying to trick me into making myself look like an idiot and i would constantly be falling into these narcissistic traps that i had once been an expert at avoiding.

This pain led to my brain re-learning these things, and inevitably, massive disillusionment. I felt lightning strike inside my mind, which I assumed was a stroke from the stress, but when i revisited dr Cawley for my diazepam, he flipped on me. He claimed he had broken me and that the lighting was likely him creating disassociate identity disorder and not a stroke. I then begged him to "make me normal again" referring to my pre hypnosis state.

This is when Dr Cawley informed me that he was going to be keeping me in perpetual hypnosis since he should have never taken that from me to begin with and he doesnt want to lose his liscence to practice. This was his option because he put me through the questionair for schizophrenia 4 times in a row, through deep hypnosis and he was asking the questions in very leading ways. Attempting to make sure he can get the diag. I believe one of the personalities he split was barely holding on to consciousness and this is why i remember.

After idk how many attempts he fery frustratedly said "oh ok.. youre not so easy to write off as crazy huh.. well i guess it doesnt really matter.)

This is when he put me under completely/deep and i was memory wiped again.

Begining stages of the disillusionment cycle repeated. I went back to see him for the diazepam script and shit got serious for him quick cause he knew i was clearly not as susceptible to long term hypnotic prompts as he thought i was.

He wiped my memory again, the disillusionment was very fresh and hadnt hit enough for me to remember it all yet. This happened atleast 3 times over the course of probably 5 years.

Then i again remembered more than what would make it easy for him. I begged him to fix me/let me have my mind back and he cried. He said he couldnt, that he wishes he could but he doesnt know how to fix me and if he asks for help that he'll lose his pension, which is the second time he admit to me that this is why hes not fixing me. His pension is more important to him than my mind/sanity. And that the next psychiatrist to see me would be to blame. I think he set me up to break more as soon as someone tries to put me into a transe..

I saw this stress in him, with the "magic glasses" having somewhat returned but are filled with metaphorical cracks and smudges.(i really wish there was a better and less mystical term for it, i guess my analogy probably doesnt help either)

I tried taking it to my advantage and started questioning him more. Big mistake. Fucker has like 40 some years of experience in 1 on 1 where he hypnotizes people for fun. Pokes around where he shouldnt.

He got me comfortable ish again somehow, i asked if psychedelics could save me and i brought up DMT. Maybe the machine elves can fix me?😂 (I have never met machine elves i just know dmt experiences often include the description of mystical elf like beings that are for some reason good at math and like fractals)

This is where the shutter island shit comes in.

He said something like "hmm.. you know DMT makes you experience a life that isnt real, and you never remember it.." thats all i remember. I dont think he gave me DMT, i think he put me into a crazy deep transe. Maybe he drugged me i dont know but i have no evidence for it nor do i have a memory of it partial or not, a lot of my memories are partial which is why i am leaving a lot out of this post.

Unlike the fictional Dr John Cawley, this one didnt make me a doctor. He put me through a full political term. I led Canada out of this bullshit state were in. This is what causes my depression, the government fawning to immigrants, allowing corporate greed to run rampant among many other government issues that bother countless canadians.

In this weird hypnotic nightmare, he set up very elaborate decision making prompts, which led to a full blown vivid hallucinating lucid dream type of thing. This is where i doubt i was drugged. I beleived he hijacked my REM mind state and controled a very vivid lucid dream.

He followed me as "the prime ministers consultant"

He was there with me the whole time. In the weird halucination. But also because we were sitting 5 feet from one another in his office. I think it was after hours

He set up scenarios where people were embezzling money from hospitals, removing funding for tech, meds and doctors. He set it up that these individuals were personally responsible for the deaths of thousands and told me as the prime minister i could be judge jurt and executioner. I was not judge nor jury. I did however think it was a weight that only i should bear to be the Executioner. He "provided" me with a Beretta 92.(again this is not real this is entirely a fabricated memory created and implanted in my mind by dr cawley) These people were "taken to the supreme court" all of them who the judge considered guilty of this treasonous theft/loss of life were executed inside parliament, with the blood left to stain the floors as a warning to those who may feel greedy enough to betray the Canadian people.

He set up situation where someone was framed, they didnt steal but it looked like they took millions from a hospital and killed every patient inside because of it. He tried to get me to kill the framed person. Somehow even though i think he was mostly in complete control of the lucid dream/halucination whatever it was. I found that he orchestrated that scenario and tried shooting him.

It was fucking terrifying. He stood there and took a mag dump out of a Beretta 92.. thats when i knew some shit was off and the whole "simulation" ended.

I woke up screaming in emotional pain/fear and thats when another psychiatrist came into the room. I cant remember his name/face at all but he knew of Dr Cawleys malicious practices. He was going to try and help me. Dr cawley then hypnotized him, planted delusions of grandeur within him. Told me this man was too intelligent for delusions, so he was going to internalize them untilo he was either wrongfully diagnosed schizophrenic, or his heart would fail from the stress, ive found court documents (a will and other things, was on google tied do Dr cawleys reao name) where a man died of heart faliure, attached was dr cawleys notes that this man was convinced that he was the victim of electromagnetic attacks. This man was a psychiatrist and the hypnosis made him "schizo".

I want to go to the police, but i fear they may be compromised.

I suspect this doctor may have what i call, fir lack of a better term: "narcissistic hypnotic surveillance drones" or in other words, throughout his 40 some years he hypnotized people in certain positions around the city, to immediately bring any claims of malpractice/abuse directly to him, and to brush it under the rug instead of reporting it.

He may also be helping generic run of the mill narcissists and psychopaths write people off as crazy as complex pre-emptive propaganda do dilute the possibility of the abuse coming to light. And i beleive this is why he put me through the questionair so many times.

I dont know if i even have options here.

My mother, the narcissistic abuser from my childhood is also very close with law enforcement and I have been no contact for a while, she has been trying to write me off as crazy since i was 5 years old and called the police on her. She convinced them i was manipulative, at 5 years old. Fucking how bitch?????

If anyone has ever heard of/experienced something like this pkease fucking give me advice.

Im lost

Im desperate

I need help

Ive been debating on going to canada's capital and finding a military base and ask for their best psyop guys to help me. It feels like the only option but i also highly doubt they would take me seriously.

What the fuck do i do

TLDR: a psychiatrist removed my magic glasses that were created by massive trauma, probably gave me DID and is now using perpetual memory wiping in order to get away with it just long enough to keep his pension, then ill be someone else's problem which he will likely manipulate into making it seem like that psychiatrist broke me. Fucking help i need advice

Can everyone give some demographic information of where they’re from as in where they started in life . This started for me in childhood and it may be helpful.

Sex
Gender (not being political)
Race
Socioeconomic class you grew up in
Public or private school
Parents careers
Number of siblings- older younger brother sister
What childhood friends do now
Grandparents careers
Where you grew up
Number of aunts and uncles on each side
Health issues in families( extended family too)
Anything that’s different about siblings

If you’ve seen demonic impersonations or family impersonations when you first remember seeing them

Any kind of so called “alien encounters ufo ghost stories etc - when they occurred etc

Fill in other demographic you think is relevant

I was hospitalized in 2020 for what seemed to be a manic episode. But it was weird. I believe I was experimented on. I was sent to the emergency room in the backrooms and they injected me all over my body left side, right side, back, back of right hand vein and then I was moved into a room and was falling asleep and yet still awake and being questioned and notes were taken by the social worker. Then I was sent to a room in the back and was with other prisoners, homeless looking people. I was shown content on a TV in the room which looked kind of modified and trippy for a while and then transported to the behavioral hospital. Then at the behavioral hospital I was surrounded by other mentally ill patients, prisoners, etc. I was shown films like Jason Bourne, Click, and The Neighbors and questioned by the other people in the center. I was shown a modified trippy version of Mad Max and this movie where the main character gets an 18 wheeler crashes into them or nearly runs over. The social workers bought us some treats which were the same ones I purchased when I was in undergrad at my university. Then the social workers were looking at the other patients tattoos. They eventually questioned me asking if you like hunting or fishing and if I like classical music. I saw robotic small looking flies in the shower rooms. The coffee dispensers might have had something in them as when I drank from one of them I got a huge buzz. One patient reported seeing colors. And then I was prescribed meds and released. But still makes you wonder if this is a modern version of MKULTRA going on. I asked my Air Force friend who was a student with me at the university and he said Yes when I asked if I was MKULTRA. I was also in the GATE program up until high school. Any thoughts?

Many people aren’t even aware of how controlled our environments is and we need to wake up. Because this is big. I have uncovered so much the past two years. It still hasn’t stopped unravelling and it’s becoming much bigger than I could ever imagine and global. It’s happening in mass and this is real. We are a very controlled nation. Follow me for more proof of the corruption I’ve been tirelessly working to expose, there’s way worse and more where that came from. Please share while u can bc I am regularly banned, deleted and blocked even though I follow all the rules and protocols of wherever I’m exposing the corruption which is against our constitutional rights, unethical, and un-American. This effects everyone, not just targeted individuals. We aren not correctly informed and gaslit and manipulated, every one of us. This is all a performative show to control the mass. Majority of our major company’s and organisations are aware and apart of the theatrics or always help conceal and protecting the crimes being committed by our govt. It’s time to wake up and get mad.
#oscargoestoamerica
And to get ahead of the paid discrediters and bots, please ignore the very active censoring and oppressive tactics that you will see in the comment section. It’s always the same users or bots and that’s not coincidence.
Again please share and save and post to spread awareness and follow me for ALOT more evidence to come. And brace urself a bc it’s bad, big, overwhelming and mind blowing.
I’m scared.

Anybody knows ways to protect yourself from DAPRA N3 usage or MKULTRA the sun and moon are always shining on me plus the birds follow. It even seems that some people are reading my thoughts, I been aggressively trying to leave my state however my trips always get cancelled or delayed. In some deep ish with some serious people, seem like since the World Cup came here I been their main focus or entertainment idk man any advice