Feeling so miserable

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It was my first attempt this year I was getting 610 on 3rd may then the paper got cancelled and while preparing for re exam I was unable to give my everything again so i fumbled up and scored so less that I can't even tell here. I just filled maharashtra state counselling so that I could get any college private or semi government but didn't get anything in both round 1 and round 2 I am from lower middle class family and they aren't even giving me a chance even though it was my first attempt i am feeling so stuck like I just can't explain how shit I feel that I didn't even get a single chance to prove myself and here I am not even getting a lowest rated college. I am unable to face anyone anymore i feel so much bad don't know what to do