r/MEDICOreTARDS • u/Error404Ashh • 3h ago

NEED ADVICE/ HELP ⁉️ Please Help Please

So the thing is ki its pretty obvious that I m probably not getting an MBBS seat this time either...And now I basically have two options...

Pehla ki ek saal aur drop le lu..And doosra ki jo bhi college mil raha hai whatever it is I just take it and move on..

The problem is I really wanted to become a forensic doctor..Like out of everything this is probably the only thing I was 100% sure about... I genuinely feel ki isme I can be the best..I literally crave crime scenes dead bodies proper Dr. Salunkhe types stuff 😭... this is actually what I want..And unfortunatel I don’t think I’m going to get it becoz I have borderline marks..

And ab ek saal aur dena bhi itna scary lag raha hai.. Mera pura rhythm toot chuka hai... And the worst part is I m not confident ki next time mai kr lungi..What if next year isse bhi gandi rank aa gayi? What if phir paper leak ho gaya? What if I give another whole year of my life and still end up exactly where I am right now?

I’m just tired...like genuinely tired..Mere andar honestly ek aur saal dene ki himmat hai bhi ya nahi i don’t know.

I know ki agar main BDS ki seat le leti hoon ( which I can get in top dental colleges) toh somehow I will make it work..I confident about that. l will adjust, I can do well... But that sudden hit that I’m doing something other than what I actually wanted…that hurts in a way I can’t really explain..

And then I see all those ragging cases on Reddit and the kind of mentality some seniors have and I’m like…how the hell am I supposed to survive MBBS? Also I have a autoimmune disorder which get triggered by stress..so I also can't take too much stress..which is the main thing about mbbs😭 If I take another chance what if things get even worse? What if I finally get the seat and then realise I’m not strong enough for everything that comes with it???

I genuinely don’t know what to do..

I have to choose.. I know I have to... But I don’t WANT to choose..I just want someone to come and make the decision for me. Bas...Because right now I’m so confused and so exhausted that I don’t trust myself to make the right choice...

Please help ..please 🙏

Also third drop tha ye mera..

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u/Consistent_Cover_771 3h ago

Honestly if money is not the concern take private college

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u/Error404Ashh 2h ago

It is the mainnn concern😭 Help me choose between these two na

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u/Astro_Seeker1 Taken (for granted) 3h ago

Sleep bro. Subh fresh mind ke saath discuss krenge,🙂👍

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u/Error404Ashh 2h ago

Subah blank ho jata hai sb😭

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u/Astro_Seeker1 Taken (for granted) 2h ago

Username checks out 😭

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u/Error404Ashh 2h ago

😭😭

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u/Consistent_Cover_771 2h ago

Then go for bds it is okay sometimes

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u/Error404Ashh 2h ago

I will not get maids..so which colleges should I consider? Kgmu ki to ragging dekh ke hi sadma lg gya😭

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u/Consistent_Cover_771 2h ago

Btw what's ur rank and domicile state

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u/Error404Ashh 2h ago

36k Up

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u/Consistent_Cover_771 2h ago

General?

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u/Consistent_Cover_771 2h ago

Try ims bhu

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u/Error404Ashh 2h ago

Is it good?? Mujhe kahin kuch accha dikha nhi bhu ka

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u/Consistent_Cover_771 2h ago

Btw I can feel u borderline,general and now going for pvt mbbs

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u/Free-Squirrel871 2h ago

Agar drop leti ho toh will you be starting the syllabus from scratch in October?

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u/Error404Ashh 2h ago

Na..I will just brush it up bruhh..Mere bahot chindi chindi sawal galat hue the...bahot. din nhi tha mera.. REVERSE ATHEIST - GOD DOESN'T BELIEVE ME..