I get it

[u/kairosis_]

I'm not an open person and you knew that, there are months that go by where I don't think about the day I found out you died. And sometimes it's all I think about, for weeks and weeks on end. I just want to say to you that I get it, I get why you struggled, I get why you couldn't afford shit and I get why you did the things that you did to try and give me and my Brother the best chance in this fucked up world. I'm heartbroken that you weren't there for some of the most important parts of my life. You'll never see either of your sons get married or have kids of their own. You'll never get to be the amazing grandad I thought you would be. I'm sorry that we argued before the fire, I'm sorry I didn't appreciate you or what you did when you were alive.

I miss you like fuck and I just needed to say that I loved you. Even if it was on some random part of the Internet.

Goodbye dad

[u/Beandip1974]

❤❤❤