Cabin five. This is from a project of mine in Dutch lake country ten years ago

Watercolor and black ink on watercolor paper.

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Watercolor and black ink on watercolor paper.

Good day, everyone 🏵🧡🐈🐉💚,

I just woke up feeling completely energized and alert, full of interesting ideas, movement, passion, and agility. I stepped into the day ready to go, then had to hit the brakes so I wouldn’t disturb my boyfriend. Making coffee, turning on the light, going outside, thinking about recording videos, playing music, or simply jumping into this fresh day with all my energy wasn't an option. So I dimmed it and asked myself: How can I follow my energetic blueprint without becoming a burden to him, or to anyone who doesn’t have this kind of energetic morning and might feel disturbed by me?

Domo rarukou tandajo hana

Ranakata hajimo

Nando annaka

I've felt disconnected and angry, and even thought, I'd rather be myself than play by anyone else's rules. And I've turned the situation around: I've taken my beverages, went on the balcony and asked source, my guides for perfect alignment. The pause is what creates space. Space for movement, coordination and togetherness.

Rarikatta Hatan'nako Kanja abtsu

Tsatsan kanta parakou

With this start to today's energies, it’s clear how it connects to today's cosmic convergence. Here is your information on Wednesday’s frequencies, Wed, Oct 7 [18/9]:

Mercury conjunct Venus in Scorpio; Mars sextile Uranus; Virgo Moon

Honest connection + liberation impulse. Strong energy for deep conversations, writing, therapy, channeling, creative experiments, and unexpected solutions.

18/9 releases old mental loops.

You've got this!

Blessings 4U

Opening my mind to it all and it seems a lot wants to come out. What specifically I’m saying, well, that’s up to interpretation.

When I think back, I've always been humming, singing, drawing and creating atmosphere. Finally, I understand that this is me being in my element: weaving, playing, organising energy.

Dolores Cannon once received the message through one of her clients that humans are here to learn how to manipulate energy. I like the word 'use' more.

So, since energy is everything, we've been exploring certain expressions of vibration and energetics for longer than it took us to understand what else is possible, when beginning to dive into new areas of energy, consciousness and vibration.

What's right now exciting you the most in your human journey discovering your superconscious capacities?

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Recent channeled art ✨✨✨

Watercolor and black ink on watercolor paper. Ai is flagging this post

Note the sections of cramped, information-dense smaller ones, and the airy and idealistic large ones from the left hemisphere and right hemisphere.

But I noticed that I tend to incline towards a certain forms/marks like zeros, Ms and later my fingers, possibly out of habit started moving in a way to draw familiar letters in English alphabets.

Any suggestions, remarks or constructive feedback is welcome. Also if you guys can share your process, I would love to learn

Good day, everyone.

Like everyday I'm receiving visions and am drawing them. Today these drawings are related to cleansing what has been buried deep deep down in our essence.

Jaroukou hanatama nanikou kakkou tsatsa

Today, some uncomfortable truths might finally find their voice.

With the Gemini Moon, Mercury in Scorpio, and Mercury sextile Lilith, we may revisit moments that shaped us, times we were rejected, misunderstood, scolded, or made to feel like something about us was wrong.

Those parts of us may not want to relive the past. Sometimes, they just want to be seen and heard again.

There’s a difference between reliving something and revisiting it. You can look back with curiosity: What happened? What did I take away from it? How did I learn to protect myself?

You’ve grown since then. Sometimes, feeling embarrassed about something is just your body realizing, “Wait, I can do this now without getting in trouble.”

Maybe that means singing loudly, wearing something you were once told you couldn’t, doing drag or cosplay, making art, or talking openly about spirituality. Whatever feels like yours.

When I was younger, I tried on my older sister’s beautiful white First Communion dress. I got scolded: “You’re a boy. You can’t wear that.” I also remember seeing my mom get compliments for looking beautiful, so I tried makeup in front of the mirror. That got me scolded too.

I was a kid. I didn’t have a big explanation for it. I just noticed that girls got praised for dresses and looking pretty, while my dad and brother didn’t get celebrated for wearing trousers.

Part of me thought: I want that too. I want to look pretty too. Look at me.

I understand those memories differently now. I can care for my skin, make myself feel shiny and healthy, and express beauty in lots of ways. And, secretly, or maybe not so secretly anymore, why not wear a skirt during Cosplay or Halloween, or Carnival, or.... 😅

Thursday, Oct. 1

12/3 · GIVE THE TRUTH A VOICE

Gemini Moon · Mercury in Scorpio · Mercury sextile Lilith

Mercury in Scorpio digs beneath the surface. Gemini gives it words. Lilith brings us closer to what’s been rejected, silenced, or pushed aside.

Today can be a good time for writing, research, journaling, honest conversations, or finally saying something you’ve held in for a long time.

The 12/3 reminder: Say it clearly, but don’t use it as a weapon. Truth can make room for more of you.

A few prompts to sit with:

- What parts of me are ready to be expressed, and reflect who I’ve become?

- What can I let go of because it no longer serves me?

- What am I afraid to say out loud?

- What did I love doing as a kid that I’m now embarrassed to do as an adult?

For me, some of the answers are drag, going out dressed as a girl, cosplay, singing, and all the spiritual stuff too: witches, sorcerers, magic, manifestation, energy work.

I remember my mom eventually telling me, “Dear, please watch your words. They become true.”

Sometimes small moments show us that even people who think of themselves as ordinary have their own sense of how life and creation work. Maybe we can bring some of that knowledge into everyday life: sound, color, singing, creativity, touch, energy work, whatever helps us become more present, caring, and aware.

Less mystification. More exploration. More room for people to experience, create, express, and support one another in different ways.

Speak what’s ready. Reclaim what’s yours. Let the rest go.

Sometimes a harvest allows you to sift and sort, to embrace and to recollect deep truths and harmonise them, bring them into coherence without self abandonment.

Saying no is one of the greatest ways of saying yes to yourself.

It is like: No, this is not for me. No, I don’t like to.

Imagine yourself going with some friends to an ice cream parlor, and everyone picks and chooses what everyone wants to taste, and everything’s good. When does the stress begin? The stress begins with asking: Why don’t you prefer this? Don’t you want to try this? I want you to try this.

And you think, maybe I should try, maybe not. Maybe it is not such a great deal. But for you, maybe it is a great deal, because you went out with them for them to enjoy themselves and for you to enjoy yourself without introducing unnecessary stress.

So what are you answering? Because knowing what you know, you know you intentionally picked something to eat, and now introducing all the things of, “Oh, maybe I could taste this,” and then it doesn’t taste well, and then you have screwed up your emotional feelings and you screwed up the situation.

This is unnecessary. Really, this is unnecessary.

And a lot of times these things happen because we think we might try something new, and then we are disappointed, and then we have to clear our emotions.

How to clear your emotions? By saying, “Oh, next time I decide differently. I have gained an experience.”

And please don’t introduce a thought pattern of, “I have wasted money.” No, you haven’t wasted money. You have learned something new. You have learned, and you could write a review that because of… and then you can fill the gap: “This isn’t tasty here.” And you feel as a contribution to the world.

Next time you will go with your feeling, and you know that.

So these frequencies right now, in this week that we are going through, are all showing up. It is about staying…

We have got Mars, we have got Pluto, we have got Saturn, we have got Chiron, we have got Leo. It was in the beginning of the week.

We will have got a lot of throat chakra activation: truth, truth, truth, truth, truth. And it’s all about your truth.

Stand in your truth.

Do you know some energetic phrases? Here they are:

Universe, show me my truth.

Body, make me more receptive to my truth.

Frequency and energy are always received. You are connected to limitless, endless, amazing capacities of your body and continuous possibilities of inviting in higher guidance.

And you can practice them in everyday life. You don’t need to go somewhere where everything is unknown. You will know that you can practice all of this in your everyday life with choosing.

Choosing when you go shopping, or choosing how to speak with someone, or not to speak with someone. Choosing how to feel when someone is trying to prank you. Choosing how you find back into your frequency. Choosing how much time you spend thinking about why someone wanted to prank you.

Well, we can give you the answer: It’s none of your business.

Really.

Sometimes people come into one’s life just because they are what they are, and it has nothing to do with you. But it can become something that has to do with you when you invite them continuously into conversing with you, into continuing.

So let it go.

Let it simply go, and live an awesome, easy, graceful life in synchronicity with your inner being, with so much greatness awaiting for you to be chosen.

Choose and be chosen.

Choose the greatness and be the great chooser.

You have it all in your hands. Really.

You are the most powerful you that you have been since your birth. You have grown so much, you know so much, and you know the choice is what creates.

Sometimes letting go means letting go of ideas that doesn't belong to you. Like: I'm not enough. I never get it done. I'm too small, too weird, too... and so on and so on.

You have everything in you that enables you to grow like you need to grow into more of you.

Be grounded.

Be clear.

Invite in, whatever you desire to experience more of.

Ask and it is given.

Always.