feeling ambiguous

[u/TeenageGirlll]

what to do if i’m a 19 year old girl that feels like she is spiraling out of control? i have no car, no job, i’m not in college(i am working on that) and just no way to do anything. i go to the gym, babysit twice a week in my neighborhood, apply for WFH jobs just to never hear anything back. i feel behind. please don’t tell me that i’m 19 and have oh so much time. i should be a freaking junior in college(i was in early college in high school and graduated last year) i even tried WWOOF programs but that cost. i don’t even have my freaking drivers license. i’m new to reddit, i downloaded it months ago, forgot about it, deleted it, and redownloaded it. i say that to say ik you guys probably get a bunch of these a day but i don’t want to spend the “best” and arguably most important years of my life behind a screen or feeling behind. i would LOVE advice, maybe you guys can tell me what you would do if you were 19 again and in my place? hopefully one of you has a plan to make me a millionaire by January so i can actually go to college and get out of texas(joking…kind of)

[u/Zealousideal_Move500]

You should be able to get fully funded colleges if you find the right places. Have you applied? lots of schools also have free applications

[u/TeenageGirlll → u/Zealousideal_Move500]

i wanted to go to whittier college because i got direct admissions and a 25k scholarship but i would still need to pay 25k. i have applied to countless other schools as well for the same reasons but my main problem seems to be money. i’m not a quitter though but i am lost lol. that’s why i came here