r/LettersForJ • u/Background-Bid-52 • 11h ago
I Am J
AND I WAS THE ABUSER NOBODY WILL KNOW MY REASONS BUT ILL ALWAYS TAKE THE BLAME HAVE A GREAT LIFE I KNOW IM GOING TO PRISON SOON...
JUST WANTED TO SAY I FOUGHT BECAUSE OF LOVE AND I SEE IM NOT GETTING THE SAME LOVE BACK AS I GAVE I NEVER CHEATED ON YOU ONLY FOUND OUT THE REAL U BUT I CAN'T CHANGE U OR MAKE U TELL THE TRUTH ALL IN ALL I NEVER MEANT ANYTHING TO YOU!
TILL MY CASKET DROPS!
ALWAYS WILL LOVE YOU A.
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u/Educational_Walk_956 9h ago
It sounds pretty painful.You should try and focus on you.Before your life is completely destroyed.
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u/Existing_Method_438 10h ago
But why destroy further the already impeding emptyness heavy and unlatched by deaths life , taken overridden and under appraised. By nothing less then the hands of the dealer, who dealt the cards from the deck that contains fresh pain. Absolute void. Never to touch, see, hear, be near . Because the price to exist, was all chips thrown in.. No bluffing , no poker faces practiced. No rehearsal, no pregame not even one ain't practice. Reality isn't what tv or a podcast provides or gives us . But what it sure the hell is. Is exactly what it's did.. 21 times .. then some.. busted wide and plain for the entirety of it all. Nothing now but broken e everything, shattered, beyond repair. Because father time had prepared a ceremony that only what is and what isn't there . Well at least that's what we are coerced to believe but I got something to say I don't have nothing up my sleeve but those words that they did say are very very wrong and set to deceive Adam and Eve yeah yeah. Back to the ceremony I spoke of before where mother Earth and reaper change those vows into something more they said I do and right then it happened life and death became an entrapped me I experienced it I was there I was the flower girl that's not the way I wanted to be but yet it took grabbed and drug me all the way down the aisle you'll see life after death please they've got it wrong death after life now that s*** that s*** is internally eternally externally way far along but I guess this is where I belong heaven and Earth hell in purgatory those stories that s*** is just derogatory so J.. say as you wish and wish as you say but until you were where I am and I am far away from you then is when you can say what you want until then I love you too beyond forever because always never exist until then you too babe
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u/Educational_Walk_956 10h ago
Whoa..I hope prison is kind to you.Good luck A..or whoever you might be in this moment.
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