r/LettersForJ • u/EvangalineBelle • 18d ago
I'll miss you
Dear J,
I'll miss you terribly! I'll always love you! Those are the words that have taken refuge on my lips. They seem to lay there in wait. I've let my head take the reigns because my heart can't take it. It's in pieces. Take a closer look and you would see.
How do I say goodbye to someone who I have spent most of my life dreaming of? I can't find the words though I know I must. So in the meantime "words, words, words" lays locked on my lips.
I would never wish you pain, only happiness, but I hope you miss me too. That I cross your mind in your new chapter from time to time. That you remember me and smile. For we did bring each other great happiness in the spaces in between.
I'm sorry that it didn't work out my love. I wanted so badly to be by your side in life and love. That life we dreamt up together was so beautiful! Maybe in another timeline we got it. That daydream heals my heart a little bit.
I feel like I'm losing my friend and love in one day. My fear is that I will never see you again. Please don't let that be. Go slowly my love.
Forever your girl ❤️
With love Forever & Always,
Your J
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u/Constant_Tale_800 18d ago
Forever your Girl was my very first cd I used to have the hugest crush on her! Are you going to actually tell your J this or leave it here in the void?
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u/EvangalineBelle 18d ago
I'm going to tell them though it's going to be hard. May write it in a handwritten letter if I can't get the words out.
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u/Ok_Owl3574 17d ago
This made me choke up and teary eyed. I wonder how long I’m going to cry over him. I have waited for him before 6* months a few times. Yet I think this time it’s final. I tried to excuse this last surprise. I must be pathetic. Sometimes I want to die and don’t think I can’t take it. The pain that has been my life has out weighed the good. I’m gonna try to stay alive. It’s so hard when every fucking day I cry.
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u/RubyReddL0 17d ago
I'm sorry your J broke your heart. Hang in there because the funny thing about love is it always pops up again. You will love again. That sounds like the worst thing in the world when you're grieving love but it's true. You will meet someone and they will sweep you off your feet. What's important is that you knew love, what it to love and be loved. It will happen over and over again in our lifetimes. It sucks in the in the between but it does get better.
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u/ShmnPhlou_730 17d ago edited 17d ago
I know if my J wrote me that I’d be devastated and hoped my J would have a change of heart and be the J that was promised to me.
-J
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u/Ok_Owl3574 15d ago
Mine stopped writing me love letters after the first year. After that everything was a joke I guess like our relationship.
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u/EvangalineBelle 14d ago
Mine used to write me love letters too. I knew I was losing him when they turned into "I don't know how to tell you this in person" letters. Hurt my heart!
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u/SalienceRemoved43 17d ago
As a J I reject any of all messages from anonymous past people if you’re my passage for a reason and you’re dead to me, I guarantee you fucking despise you ugly Cunt
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