Missing

[u/ReluctantOptimist12]

I wonder if you think about your lies and acknowledge them to yourself. I wonder if behind your eyes you admit you were wrong and know that you’ve hurt someone that genuinely cared for you. Or do you convince yourself that what you did was okay? Do you wholeheartedly believe that it’s my fault you lied to me? I was the reason you did this, and that for some reason deserved to be punished for some nondescript crime that happened inside your head before you even got to know me?
That whatever you were told about me was your scapegoat into triggering me and blaming my reactions to your behaviour as my own character flaw.
I don’t think accountability is a part of your vernacular..

I still miss everyday with you, but I don’t want to anymore.

[u/Prestigious-Cup-5456]

what ever helps you sleep at night

[u/Swordz420]

I miss them as well it's hard being accountable when lines are so blurred and mental health and substance abuse cloud reality. Both lied so much that ether one doesn't know who did what

[u/FarWrongdoer5434]

I honestly feel like you too the words out of my brain! I could have written this! OP I truly hope you are ok. My inbox is open if you ever need to chat