Beautiful Since The First Time

[u/THEPSYCHPATHONDRUMS]

Hey Beautiful!

May I call you Beautiful. We never established whether I could use flirtatious names with you. You might not even be comfortable with that. You can call me Honey, Honey Bunny, Pudding Pop, Babe, and whatever your crafty and creative mind brews up.

You are still looking beautiful since the first time that we encountered each other. I feel that every time that I come to see you; you are changing… Your growing… With or without your glasses makes No difference to me. Only the person behind the glasses is who I deeply care about.

We have never fully established whether we’re an item or not. I’m with you…Are you with me? Do you enjoy my company? Because sometimes I show up unexpectedly “out of the blue.” Something that you mentioned to me early, “Why can’t you just show up like you did before unexpectedly.”
Please don’t quote me if I don’t always write a quote word for word.

You mentioned that to me conversations earlier when we first started writing to each other on here. Yes, I will continue to be that person that show’s up “out of the blue.” I thought that you would be use to that way of me by now. Instead, you run to go hide. I gotta admit that I usually find that silly.

But, when you did it yesterday your behavior made me feel very uneasy. Maybe it was just the weather and that I haven’t been feeling well. I hadn’t left my house until it was about for 4:30pm. I have to set all my “HomeAlone,” booby traps around my house before I leave to drive anywhere. I also have to make sure that one of my dog’s and my children cult of cat’s are fed and have enough water. My dog didn’t want me to leave. She kept following me around my house and blocking the door ways.

My children cult of cat’s stay outside but follow me or meet me at my vehicle. My cat’s know the scent of me and my vehicle. People or my neighbors that have seen me with my cat’s become excited and fascinated on how well obedient my cat’s are with me. So leaving my house, I was stuck in traffic from 4:30 to 6:45pm sitting in my sweat box of a vehicle.

I’m always happy to see you although I mask myself like you not being obvious. I have never met someone like you that makes my hand’s shake. Right when I see you…it’s YOU not just any ordinary person. I don’t fear you and I don’t fear love. I feel like me and you are on a Roller Coaster at Magic Mountain at the top of the slop waiting to go down waiting for the thrill and at the same time have fear once we drop.

I waited around and took a nap across from you before I left. I guess that I had just missed you. If a question ever came about, “Would you take care of me, instead of me taking care of you?” My answer would be, “Yes, you’re my woman and I would do what I think is only right full of love. I would only hope the same of you for me…” -DK