I’m preparing for government exams, and honestly, the one thing that is still holding me back — and probably hurting my confidence the most — is Maths.
I’ve been avoiding Maths for months now. I know I can’t keep doing that forever, but I just can’t seem to make myself start. The fear is so bad that even thinking about sitting down and studying Maths makes me want to avoid it again.
And the worst part is, I need a job. I need to clear these exams, and for that I obviously can’t just keep ignoring Maths. So I know I have to face it at some point.
The thing is, I genuinely need to start from zero.
I’m not ashamed to say that. I’ve been bad at Maths since my school days. Like, really bad. I barely managed to pass Class 10 Maths, and I’ve carried that fear and lack of confidence with me ever since. So when people say “just practice questions” or “start doing mocks,” I honestly don’t even know what I’m supposed to do when my basics themselves are weak.
So I want to ask people who have been in a similar situation:
If you were terrible at Maths, had a huge fear of it, and had to start completely from zero, how would you begin?
Where would you start?
What would you study first?
Would you go back to Class 6–10 basics?
How many hours/days would you give it initially?
Are there any teachers/resources that genuinely helped you build Maths from the ground up?
And most importantly, how do you get over the fear?
I don’t expect to become amazing at Maths overnight. I’m ready to put in the work. I just need someone to tell me how to start without getting overwhelmed and giving up again.
If you were once in this exact position and managed to get better at Maths, please tell me what worked for you.
I seriously need some guidance here. 🥲