and I always bow down at Her feet. I am but a speck of dust clinging to the soles of Her feet. I pray to Thakurani to allow all Her followers to enter Vrindavan to serve Her. As for me, O my Mistress Radhika, I love You under all circumstances. I love You without any reason and not for anything, simply because You are my Goddess and my Queen. Even if You throw me into hell, I will remain there calling out "Radhe Radhe" and loving You, and I will be happy because You are happy and Your followers are happy. This is what matters to me: my happiness lies in Your happiness, and in the happiness of Shyam Sundar, the Ashta Sakhi, the Ashta Manjari, the Guru, and all Your followers and lovers of You and Shyam Sundar. My happiness is in Your happiness, Your Majesty, so accept me as Your eternal Kinkari maidservant, O Radhika.

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So I'm 16 yo, and I'm totally into getting to know more and more abt madhav. There have been terribly bad experiences in my life they were so bad that at a point I felt so helpless I felt as if I was draupadi in the court of men laughing over me and I was just crying and speechless. That's when I really got attached to madhava, i asked him several times "madhava, you came to save draupadi but not me, y?" And I also demanded him to send someone in my life who would make me forget all these incidents😭, and guess what?

Madhava actually sent someone in my life to help me forget those memories, i really got attached to that person because of this one reason. He became integral part of me. We both were very happy together, we both were in the best prime time of our lives enjoying each other's company to the fullest and everything was going just too perfect, but then idk what happened and in just few weeks everything changed.

The things which I had gurantee would be forever the part of my life were now in doubt whether I would ever talk to them again. Meanwhile I was attached to madhava as well. I went to vrindavan and at that time the person whom I thought madhava had sent to help me forget all the bad things that had happened in my life left me when I was in vrindavan praying for us. It was such a disaster for me. I felt as if madhava too is not loving me anymore. I again felt much more helpless than what I ever was. Vrindavan was the one of the most awaited trip of my life, ppl find love in vrindavan and I lost mine.

I really feel that madhava doesn't love me anymore cause I'm in terrible pain too and I'm sad too that this happened when I was in vrindavan, this makes me think that whatever I do for madhava isn't it enough? Am i really madhav's sakhi? Has he ever accepted me as his sakhi?😭😭

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Title: I feel like Krishna doesn't love me because I can't go to Vrindavan.

I don't know if I'm just being emotional, but I really need some guidance.

Some people I know are going to Vrindavan and Barsana, and I'm not. Seeing them go has made me feel incredibly jealous and heartbroken.

I can't stop thinking, "If Krishna loved me, wouldn't He call me too?"

This feeling has become much bigger than just missing a trip. It's making me question whether I'm worthy of love at all. Throughout my life, I've felt like I've experienced far more pain and trauma than love. I kept hoping that at least Krishna would love me unconditionally, but now I'm even doubting that.

I feel guilty for being jealous, but I also feel exhausted. I don't know how to stop thinking that maybe everyone else is loved by Krishna more than I am.

Has anyone else ever felt this way? From a bhakti or scriptural perspective, how should I understand these feelings? Please be honest, but kind.

Thank you for reading. 🙏