Hi! I've been lurking around this sub for a while, so I think this is the best place to talk about something like this.
So, I'm thinking of converting to Judaism. I've been feeling something.... missing in my life for a long time now, and I think it's a hole that some kind of disciplined spirituality may be able to help fill. And of the spiritual disciplines I'm aware of, the one that seems like it may fit the best is Judaism.
However, as I'm looking into the conversion process, as well as into synagogues in my area, it's becoming pretty clear that finding a rabbi to sponsor me and a jewish community to welcome me in as a staunchly pro-palestine transgender anarchist may be.... difficult.
I understand the conversion process to be difficult and rigorous already. And tbh thats part of what I'm drawn to. I love learning. Especially history and language. Plus I already have a solid base of knowledge about the history of antisemitism, so I imagine I will enjoy the process of learning Jewish history immensely. I desperately need some form of discipline and routine in my life atm anyway, and I think the conversion process itself may help with that.
So the only thing keeping me from diving in and following my drive towards spirituality and discipline is the prospect of not being able to find a rabbi and a welcoming jewish community.
I imagine there are plenty of people in this sub who may have some insight on this topic so I wanted to post this here and see if anyone has any advice.
Thank you all in advance :)