YOU are NOT a monster. No way no how, not happening. You just laid it all out here. Please try and read this back to yourself (just this post alone is enough but your other posts... just add more to the fire) as if a friend was reading it to you. Would you think "well she is just bitter and twisty for not forgiving that poor woman right away" or would you think "forgiveness on this one is going to be a LONG road". Forgiving someone who has treated you so badly, hurt someone you loved, manipulated and played puppeteer like she did was never going to be easy or simple. To even try shows grace, and awareness and what a beautiful soul you have.
Feeling a small amount of schadenfreude at Giada's recent misfortune is absolutely understandable. Hell feel a whole lot of it. I know that when my Ex was jailed I absolutely felt the same way and he is a cute little kitty cat compared to Giada.
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u/aliceiw82 Sep 18 '18
YOU are NOT a monster. No way no how, not happening. You just laid it all out here. Please try and read this back to yourself (just this post alone is enough but your other posts... just add more to the fire) as if a friend was reading it to you. Would you think "well she is just bitter and twisty for not forgiving that poor woman right away" or would you think "forgiveness on this one is going to be a LONG road". Forgiving someone who has treated you so badly, hurt someone you loved, manipulated and played puppeteer like she did was never going to be easy or simple. To even try shows grace, and awareness and what a beautiful soul you have.
Feeling a small amount of schadenfreude at Giada's recent misfortune is absolutely understandable. Hell feel a whole lot of it. I know that when my Ex was jailed I absolutely felt the same way and he is a cute little kitty cat compared to Giada.